Sot, para se t\u00eb filloj t’ju tregoj historin\u00eb e jet\u00ebs time, dua t\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndes t\u00eb gjitha ato gra dhe vajza t\u00eb cilat kan\u00eb qen\u00eb pjes\u00eb e historive nga jeta. Historit\u00eb e tyre i kam lexuar dhe vazhdoj t\u2019i lexoj me shum\u00eb v\u00ebmendje. Ashtu si ju, edhe un\u00eb ndiej dhembje n\u00eb shpirt p\u00ebr fatin e keq q\u00eb kan\u00eb nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e mir\u00eb e grave shqiptare, p\u00ebr dram\u00ebn q\u00eb i duhet t\u00eb kaloj\u00eb nj\u00eb grua n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri. Dhe gj\u00ebja m\u00eb e keqe q\u00eb ndodh k\u00ebtu te ne \u00ebsht\u00eb se asnj\u00eb nuk e ndihmon gruan. Shum\u00eb n\u00ebna kur fejojn\u00eb vajz\u00ebn e tyre thon\u00eb \u201cdh\u00ebndrri im \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb i mir\u00eb\u201d. K\u00ebshtu thoshin t\u00eb gjith\u00eb edhe p\u00ebr mua, por ja q\u00eb jeta e transformon njeriun…
\nMe Gentin u njoha q\u00ebkur isha n\u00eb gjimnaz dhe mund t\u2019ju them me plot goj\u00ebn se ai ishte djali m\u00eb i bukur q\u00eb kishte jo vet\u00ebm klasa jon\u00eb, por edhe m\u00eb i bukuri i shkoll\u00ebs. Ishte trupgjat\u00eb dhe sy e vetulla t\u00eb zeza, nd\u00ebrsa flok\u00ebt i krihte n\u00eb nj\u00eb stil aq t\u00eb bukur saq\u00eb vajzat marroseshin pas tij. Shpeshher\u00eb shoq\u00ebria e pyeste pse nuk konkurronte p\u00ebr Mister, po ai nuk i kishte qejf k\u00ebto gj\u00ebra. Fakti q\u00eb Gentit i vajt\u00ebn syt\u00eb tek un\u00eb, do t\u00eb thot\u00eb se edhe un\u00eb isha dhe jam nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr me shum\u00eb paraqitje dhe nuk ju g\u00ebnjej po t’ju them se shum\u00eb djem m\u00eb kan\u00eb dashur, por dashuria b\u00ebri q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb zgjidhja Gentin. Shoq\u00ebria jon\u00eb mendonin se e jona ishte nj\u00eb dashuri kalimtare, po ne i kaluam provat, ia dol\u00ebm dhe u martuam. U martuam n\u00eb mosh\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb re, megjithat\u00eb Genti ishte nj\u00eb djal\u00eb shum\u00eb serioz p\u00ebr familjen, ai b\u00ebnte \u00e7do lloj pune p\u00ebr t\u00eb na krijuar kushte neve. E nisi duke punuar si kamerier, banakier e m\u00eb pas filloi si personel sigurie n\u00eb nj\u00eb disko nate. M\u00eb pas kalonte sa n\u00eb nj\u00eb lokal n\u00eb nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, ku ta paguanin m\u00eb mir\u00eb. N\u00eb fakt, ai aty kishte gjetur veten sepse si\u00e7 ju thash\u00eb m\u00eb lart, kishte nj\u00eb fizik shum\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb dhe t\u00eb gjith\u00eb e pranonin n\u00eb at\u00eb lloj pune. Un\u00eb, me kalimin e viteve, isha b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpiake shum\u00eb e mir\u00eb. Edhe pse jam shum\u00eb e re (vet\u00ebm nj\u00ebzet e tet\u00eb vje\u00e7e) kam tre f\u00ebmij\u00eb, dy vajza dhe nj\u00eb djal\u00eb. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb duket sikur jam n\u00eb \u00e7erdhe sepse f\u00ebmij\u00ebt jan\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl. Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb nuk kam punuar, gjithmon\u00eb u jam p\u00ebrkushtuar burrit edhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebve. N\u00eb fakt, edhe Genti ka b\u00ebr\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn gj\u00eb me mua, por kjo p\u00ebrkujdesje ndaj nesh nuk zgjati p\u00ebr shum\u00eb koh\u00eb. Gjith\u00e7ka ndryshoi kur Gentin e pun\u00ebsuan n\u00eb nj\u00eb nd\u00ebr lokalet m\u00eb luksoze q\u00eb ka Tirana. Un\u00eb edhe sot e k\u00ebsaj dite nuk e di se \u00e7far\u00eb pune b\u00ebnte ai aty; e vetmja gj\u00eb q\u00eb di, \u00ebsht\u00eb se nga ai moment, martesa jon\u00eb mori tat\u00ebpjet\u00ebn.
\nGenti vinte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dy her\u00eb n\u00eb jav\u00eb e me kalimin e koh\u00ebs, vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb her\u00eb n\u00eb jav\u00eb. Kur vinte, ai sillte shum\u00eb lek\u00eb, kishte raste q\u00eb na kishte sjell\u00eb dhe pes\u00ebqind euro n\u00eb nat\u00eb. T\u00eb gjitha k\u00ebto un\u00eb i ruaja ose i depozitoja n\u00eb numrin tim t\u00eb llogaris\u00eb. Kisha filluar t\u00eb dyshoja te ai njeri sepse dukej q\u00eb merrte drog\u00eb, nuk ishte m\u00eb i pari, dit\u00ebt kalonin dhe ai p\u00ebrkeq\u00ebsohej. N\u00eb sht\u00ebpi vinte i droguar, i alkoolizuar. F\u00ebmij\u00ebt ishin t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl dhe nuk e kuptonin se \u00e7far\u00eb po ndodhte me baban\u00eb e tyre. Dit\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr ulesha t\u00eb bisedoja me t\u00eb, por ai m\u00eb thoshte: \u201cS\u2019ka \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb duhet ty se ku punoj un\u00eb. A t\u00eb sjell lek n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi?\u201d.
\nN\u00eb ato momente, mendoja: \u201cAman, nuk dua as t\u00eb ha, as t\u00eb pi, vet\u00ebm ai t\u00eb vij\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi\u201d. I k\u00ebrkoja t\u00eb ma thoshte n\u00ebse kishte gjetur njeri tjet\u00ebr, por ai m\u00eb b\u00ebrtiste duke m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb: \u201cTy mendja tek ato gj\u00ebra t\u00eb rri! Nuk e kupton se un\u00eb po vuaj q\u00eb t\u2019u krijoj f\u00ebmij\u00ebve dhe ty nj\u00eb jet\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb?!\u201d.
\nMe at\u00eb nuk flitej m\u00eb. Fakti se ai kishte gjetur nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr tjet\u00ebr nuk po m\u00eb hynte m\u00eb n\u00eb sy. E vetmja gj\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb interesonte ishte q\u00eb ai t\u00eb vinte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi es\u00ebll dhe jo n\u00eb at\u00eb gjendje prej t\u00eb droguari. Drama n\u00eb familjen time e arriti kulmin dit\u00ebn kur at\u00eb e p\u00ebrzun\u00eb nga puna. Erdhi n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi plot\u00ebsisht i shkat\u00ebrruar dhe duke qar\u00eb. \u201cAta kopilat m\u00eb p\u00ebrzun\u00eb nga puna\u201d, m\u00eb tha. P\u00ebr ta ngush\u00eblluar, i thash\u00eb se do t\u00eb gjente pun\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, por pa e mbaruar fjal\u00ebn, ai m\u00eb gjuajti me p\u00ebll\u00ebmb\u00eb aq fort, sa m\u00eb l\u00ebshuan syt\u00eb xixa. Nuk e mbaj mend se \u00e7far\u00eb kam nxjerr nga goja n\u00eb ato momente n\u00eb sy t\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebve. I thash\u00eb: \u201cTi je kafsh\u00eb, nuk je njeri, shiko ke tre f\u00ebmij\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb rritur dhe nuk e vret mendjen fare\u201d. F\u00ebmij\u00ebt m\u00eb kishin kapur nga k\u00ebmb\u00ebt dhe qanin me t\u00eb madhe, por ai m\u00eb t\u00ebrhoqi prej krahu duke i larguar f\u00ebmij\u00ebt me t\u00eb eg\u00ebr nga k\u00ebmb\u00ebt e mia. M\u00eb pas m\u00eb futi n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e gjumit, m\u00eb p\u00ebrplasi n\u00eb krevat dhe m\u00eb p\u00ebrdhunoi. Pa nxjerr\u00eb z\u00eb, mundohesha ta largoja prej vetes, por ishte e kot\u00eb. As nuk qaja, as nuk b\u00ebrtisja dot se nuk doja t\u2019i trembja f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. Kur ai ikte nga sht\u00ebpia, i lutesha Zotit q\u00eb t\u00eb mos e sillte kok\u00ebn n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, po nuk thon\u00eb kot se gj\u00ebn\u00eb e lig\u00eb nuk e gjen gj\u00eb.
\nM\u00eb kishte ardhur shpirti n\u00eb maj\u00eb t\u00eb hund\u00ebs me t\u00eb, vinte \u00e7do dit\u00eb dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrkonte lek\u00ebt q\u00eb kishte sjell\u00eb dikur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe un\u00eb detyrohesha t\u2019i jepja sepse nuk kisha \u00e7far\u00eb t\u2019i b\u00ebja. I kisha treguar familjes sime, po ata nuk arrinin ta besonin se Genti ishte transformuar n\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri t\u00eb till\u00eb. M\u00eb thoshin: \u201cB\u00ebj durim dhe q\u00ebndroi pran\u00eb se \u00ebsht\u00eb momentale, do t\u2019i kaloj\u00eb\u201d. Dit\u00ebt iknin dhe lek\u00ebt q\u00eb kisha hedhur n\u00eb numrin e llogaris\u00eb m\u00eb mbaruan. Gentin nuk e merrnin m\u00eb n\u00eb pun\u00eb, sepse ai ishte kthyer n\u00eb nj\u00eb drogaxhi. T\u00eb gjitha i durova, por nj\u00eb gj\u00eb nuk ia fal Gentit, kur m\u00eb rr\u00ebmbeu djalin e vog\u00ebl nga krah\u00ebt dhe m\u00eb k\u00ebrc\u00ebnonte se do ta hidhte nga ballkoni n\u00ebse un\u00eb nuk i jepja lek. Ishte e tmerrshme t\u00eb shikoje f\u00ebmij\u00ebn t\u00eb qante i frik\u00ebsuar n\u00eb duart e atij maskarai, i cili n\u00eb vend q\u00eb ta mbronte, e k\u00ebrc\u00ebnonte me jet\u00ebn e tij. I thash\u00eb se do t\u00eb shkoja t’i gjeja lek\u00ebt te prind\u00ebrit e mi, vet\u00ebm ai t\u00eb mos i b\u00ebnte keq f\u00ebmij\u00ebs. Shkova n\u00eb familjen time duke qar\u00eb me t\u00eb madhe dhe prind\u00ebrit e mi vet\u00ebm at\u00ebher\u00eb e kuptuan n\u00eb \u00e7far\u00eb monstre ishte kthyer burri im. Prind\u00ebrit nuk m\u00eb dhan\u00eb lek, por babai im shkoi vet\u00eb t\u00eb bisedonte me t\u00eb nd\u00ebrsa mua sa s\u2019m\u00eb plaste zemra, sepse ai tashm\u00eb ishte b\u00ebr\u00eb njeri i dhunsh\u00ebm. Babait nuk ia kishte hapur der\u00ebn, vet\u00ebm i thoshte: \u201cM\u00eb kthe gruan n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me lek\u00ebt q\u00eb i k\u00ebrkova, ndryshe do t\u2019ju zhduk fare\u201d.
\nPrind\u00ebrit e mi e pan\u00eb rrezikun q\u00eb m\u00eb kanosej dhe, jo vet\u00ebm q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb \u00e7uan n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tij, por m\u00eb strehuan n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e tyre bashk\u00eb me f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. Tani, babi nuk na l\u00eb t\u00eb dalim as nga dera e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb son\u00eb. Sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e kemi t\u00eb madhe e me oborr dhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebt vet\u00ebm aty luajn\u00eb, as n\u00eb kopsht nuk i kam \u00e7uar akoma, sepse kam frik\u00ebn e Gentit. Ai tani \u00ebsht\u00eb kthyer n\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri shum\u00eb t\u00eb rreziksh\u00ebm. T\u00eb gjitha mobiliet e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb i ka shitur dhe te prind\u00ebrit e tij nuk shkon m\u00eb sepse ata nuk e pranojn\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb gjendje. Ai endet rrug\u00ebve me ndonj\u00eb shishe alkooli q\u00eb besoj se e vjedh n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb dyqan apo n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb vend tjet\u00ebr. Disa raste ka ardhur para port\u00ebs s\u00eb sht\u00ebpis\u00eb son\u00eb duke m\u00eb thirrur mua, m\u00eb k\u00ebrkon t\u00eb falur e m\u00eb k\u00ebrkon t\u00eb kthehem me t\u00eb. M\u00eb k\u00ebputet shpirti kur e shikoj n\u00eb at\u00eb gjendje baban\u00eb e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve t\u00eb mi. Vajza e madhe, q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e rritur, e shikon nga dritarja dhe qan p\u00ebr t\u00eb, duke m\u2019u lutur q\u00eb ta fusim brenda. Disa her\u00eb kam dashur ta b\u00ebj nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb till\u00eb, po babai nuk m\u00eb ka l\u00ebn\u00eb. Dhe, nuk i v\u00eb faj…
\nGenti \u00ebsht\u00eb katandisur shum\u00eb keq. Rri dhe mendoj se si u b\u00eb ashtu… Gjith\u00eb ai djal\u00eb i bukur, e ka katandisur veten n\u00eb nj\u00eb endacak rrug\u00ebsh. I jan\u00eb rritur flok\u00ebt e mjekra, \u00ebsht\u00eb dob\u00ebsuar dhe \u00ebsht\u00eb k\u00ebrrusur n\u00eb maksimum. Dhembja ime \u00ebsht\u00eb aq e madhe teksa e shikoj ashtu njeriun e zemr\u00ebs q\u00eb e dashurova shum\u00eb koh\u00eb m\u00eb par\u00eb. Shpeshher\u00eb babai th\u00ebrret policin\u00eb dhe ata vijn\u00eb e na e heqin nga dera e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb son\u00eb, q\u00eb un\u00eb dhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebt t\u00eb mos e shikojm\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb gjendje. Nuk e di arsyen e v\u00ebrtet se pse Genti iu fut rrug\u00ebs s\u00eb drog\u00ebs, por njer\u00ebzit q\u00eb e \u00e7uan n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb gjendje i mallkoj me shum\u00eb forc\u00eb. Jeta e tij u shkat\u00ebrrua dhe po ashtu, edhe jeta jon\u00eb… <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sot, para se t\u00eb filloj t’ju tregoj historin\u00eb e jet\u00ebs time, dua t\u00eb p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndes t\u00eb gjitha ato gra dhe vajza t\u00eb cilat kan\u00eb qen\u00eb pjes\u00eb e historive nga jeta. Historit\u00eb e tyre i kam lexuar dhe vazhdoj t\u2019i lexoj me shum\u00eb v\u00ebmendje. Ashtu si ju, edhe un\u00eb ndiej dhembje n\u00eb shpirt p\u00ebr fatin e keq […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":12112,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13629","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13629","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13629"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13629\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12112"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13629"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13629"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13629"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}