Lumturia ime, dhimbja ime, e pash\u00eb, e njoha, e kuptova. Ishte ai q\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrroja, por q\u00eb s\u2019e kapja dot. E doja ashtu si nuk kisha dashur kurr\u00eb dhe u tremba. Krejt papritur e kuptova se po gaboja tmerr\u00ebsisht. E doja n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb s\u2019munda ta kuptoja asnj\u00ebher\u00eb. Tani jam si nj\u00eb oqean n\u00eb shtr\u00ebngat\u00eb. Ai m\u00eb mbyt! Do t\u00eb jepja gjith\u00e7ka p\u00ebr shikimin e tij, p\u00ebr buz\u00ebqeshjen e tij. Asnj\u00ebher\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00eb, kurrkush nuk m\u00eb ka mundur me shikim. I kam mundur t\u00eb gjitha shikimet e tyre, shprehnin ve\u00e7 pabesi, por shikimi i tij m\u00eb ka munduar dhe i druhem atij v\u00ebshtrimi t\u00eb eg\u00ebr. Po mundohem ta mbyt at\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshje. I dob\u00ebt iu b\u00ebra atij v\u00ebshtrimi! Ai m\u00eb ka munduar me \u00e7ilt\u00ebrsin\u00eb e tij, ndoshta po qesh me mua. S\u2019duhet t\u00eb qesh me njeriun e shkat\u00ebrruar nga dashuria e madhe, zem\u00ebr e sinqert\u00eb. Tashm\u00eb jam n\u00eb magjepsjen e syve t\u00eb tij, si uji i kristalt\u00eb burimi. Sikur t\u00eb mund fjal\u00ebt ti gjeja si ai, dhe ato q\u00eb m\u00eb shkakton me emrin e thjesht\u00eb: magji! Por \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb gj\u00ebrat e bukura nuk zgjasin asnj\u00ebher\u00eb, kurr\u00eb. Un\u00eb as nuk arrij ta shoh at\u00eb bukuri n\u00eb aparenc\u00eb, nj\u00eb bukuri e jo m\u00eb ta prek, bukuri e kalbur ndoshta n\u00eb jet\u00eb q\u00eb s\u2019do t\u00eb zgjas\u00eb shum\u00eb, se \u00ebsht\u00eb drita e syve t\u00eb mi, t\u00eb asaj bukure t\u00eb venitur. Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb gjith\u00eb bota ime, dhe trishtimi im i koh\u00ebs t\u00eb rinis\u00eb. Vet\u00ebm kur e shoh b\u00ebhem keq! Dashuria ime p\u00ebr t\u00eb rritet \u00e7do idt\u00eb, si nj\u00eb p\u00ebrbind\u00ebsh q\u00eb zemr\u00ebn me hekura ma ka burgosur. Ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb dashuria ime p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebhet, si nj\u00eb gj\u00eb e vog\u00ebl fare, sa nj\u00eb krimb, q\u00eb n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha net\u00ebt e pagjum\u00eb e g\u00ebrryen mendimin tim pa m\u00ebshir\u00eb, sepse jeta ime, mik i zemr\u00ebs v\u00eblla i mir\u00eb, s\u2019ka kuptim pa ty. Sepse edhe dhimbja p\u00ebr ty malli q\u00eb ndjej m\u00eb duket si nj\u00eb shekull. P\u00ebr shokun e v\u00ebllain e dashur Gerdi Hibo, me rastin e dit\u00eblindjes. Alban Arapi.
\nS\u00eb shpejti, vjen n\u00eb duart e lexuesve p\u00ebrmbledhja poetike: \u201cP\u00ebrtej dhimbjes\u201d, p\u00ebrmbledhja ime, e cila g\u00ebrsh\u00ebton n\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb artistike vuajtjet e pastra shpirt\u00ebrore t\u00eb njeriut q\u00eb kan\u00eb humbur t\u00eb dashurit e zemr\u00ebs e t\u00eb jet\u00ebs, breng\u00ebn e l\u00ebn\u00eb pas, buz\u00ebqeshjen e ngrir\u00eb e forc\u00ebn p\u00ebr ta p\u00ebrballuar at\u00eb. Aty do t\u00eb gjeni nj\u00eb shpres\u00eb jete e ardhm\u00ebrie, zem\u00ebr t\u00eb re, shum\u00eb dashuri e kurajo. T\u00eb gjith\u00eb ju q\u00eb e ndieni veten m\u00eb pran\u00eb dhimbjes e jeni dashamir\u00ebs n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb rrug\u00ebtim t\u00eb past\u00ebr jete t\u00eb ngritur mes d\u00ebshp\u00ebrimit, ju ftoj t\u00eb kontribuoni n\u00eb p\u00ebrballimin e kostos s\u00eb k\u00ebtij libri. Shpresoj n\u00eb dashurin\u00eb dhe n\u00eb mir\u00ebkuptimin tuaj\u2026 Miq\u00ebsisht, Alban Arapi. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Lumturia ime, dhimbja ime, e pash\u00eb, e njoha, e kuptova. Ishte ai q\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrroja, por q\u00eb s\u2019e kapja dot. E doja ashtu si nuk kisha dashur kurr\u00eb dhe u tremba. Krejt papritur e kuptova se po gaboja tmerr\u00ebsisht. E doja n\u00eb at\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb q\u00eb s\u2019munda ta kuptoja asnj\u00ebher\u00eb. Tani jam si nj\u00eb oqean n\u00eb shtr\u00ebngat\u00eb. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[836,104],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-13545","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-komunikoni-me-njeri-tjetrin-2","category-mesazhe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13545","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=13545"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/13545\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=13545"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=13545"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=13545"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}