{"id":13368,"date":"2016-06-23T13:30:44","date_gmt":"2016-06-23T11:30:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=13368"},"modified":"2016-06-23T12:01:40","modified_gmt":"2016-06-23T10:01:40","slug":"na-ndau-llotaria-amerikane","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2016\/06\/na-ndau-llotaria-amerikane\/","title":{"rendered":"Na ndau llotaria amerikane"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>T\u00eb dashur lexues, un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb q\u00eb sapo kam mbushur 28 vje\u00e7e. Jeta ime ka marr\u00eb disa drejtime q\u00eb nuk e di as vet\u00eb si t\u2019i shpjegoj. Nj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb vjen fati e pastaj m\u00eb largohet papritur. M\u00eb vjen p\u00ebrs\u00ebri e m\u00eb le prap\u00eb se prap\u00eb n\u00eb mes t\u00eb kat\u00ebr rrug\u00ebve.<br \/>\nN\u00eb mosh\u00ebn 20 vje\u00e7are u njoha me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb t\u00eb mrekulluesh\u00ebm. U dashurova aq shum\u00eb pas tij, por fati b\u00ebri q\u00eb ai p\u00ebr tre muaj t\u00eb s\u00ebmurej e t\u00eb shtrohej n\u00eb spital ku edhe gjeti vdekjen. Un\u00eb p\u00ebsova nj\u00eb goditje t\u00eb madhe, mir\u00ebpo si\u00e7 thon\u00eb, t\u00eb gjall\u00ebt me t\u00eb gjall\u00ebt dhe t\u00eb vdekurit me t\u00eb vdekurit. Pas gati nj\u00eb viti u njoha me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. N\u00eb fakt, nuk u lidha rast\u00ebsisht me t\u00eb. M\u00eb lidhi nj\u00eb kush\u00ebrira ime. N\u00eb fillim ngurroja e nuk isha e lirshme me t\u00eb se ende nuk m\u00eb kishte kaluar stesi dhe m\u00ebrzia e humbjes s\u00eb nj\u00eb viti m\u00eb par\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb kaluam nj\u00eb koh\u00eb t\u00eb konsiderueshme pa u lidhur tamam. Gjat\u00eb k\u00ebsaj kohe, un\u00eb nuk vura re ndonj\u00eb t\u00eb keqe tek ai, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb u lidh\u00ebm.<br \/>\nN\u00eb fillim jetonim t\u00eb ndar\u00eb, po m\u00eb pas ai m\u00eb njohu me familjar\u00ebt e tij dhe ne u fejuam. Ishim nj\u00eb \u00e7ift p\u00ebr t\u2019u patur zili. N\u00eb \u00e7do moment t\u00eb jet\u00ebs fal\u00ebnderoja Zotin p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb mrekulli q\u00eb m\u00eb solli. Nuk kishim mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb jetonim n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi ton\u00ebn, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb shkova t\u00eb jetoja te sht\u00ebpia e prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb tij. Shkoja shum\u00eb mir\u00eb me t\u00eb atin dhe me n\u00ebn\u00ebn e tij. Ata m\u00eb donin shum\u00eb dhe un\u00eb gjithashtu. Edhe pse t\u00eb dy kishim pun\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb, vendos\u00ebm t\u00eb hidhnim llotarin\u00eb amerikane. N\u00eb fillim, vjehrri dhe vjehrra u m\u00ebrzit\u00ebn.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb se e fituam, moj mama. \u2013 i thash\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; Po jeni shum\u00eb mir\u00eb k\u00ebtu, pse duhej t\u00eb hidhnit llotarin\u00eb?<br \/>\nNejse, nuk ishte edhe shum\u00eb problem kjo gj\u00eb se p\u00ebr pak dit\u00eb u harrua. Asnj\u00ebrit nga ne nuk i shkonte n\u00eb mendje se do t\u00eb na dilnin vizat p\u00ebr n\u00eb Amerik\u00eb. N\u00eb fakt, mua nuk m\u00eb doli, por i doli t\u00eb fejuarit tim. E lexoja dhe e rilexoja p\u00ebrgjigjen time e nuk po kuptoja pse nuk duhej t\u00eb m\u00eb kishte dal\u00eb mua. N\u00eb fillim, i fejuari im u m\u00ebrzit se nuk m\u00eb doli mua, por m\u00eb von\u00eb thoshte:<br \/>\n&#8211; Shyqyr, t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn m\u00eb doli mua. Tani kemi nj\u00eb drit\u00eb shprese edhe p\u00ebr ty&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8211; Po pse nuk m\u00eb ka dal\u00eb mua? Ne jemi t\u00eb fejuar. &#8211; i thosha.<br \/>\n&#8211; Po jo ligj\u00ebrisht. Duhej t\u00eb b\u00ebnim celebrimin, por s\u2019ka gj\u00eb se do ta rregullojm\u00eb at\u00eb pun\u00eb.<br \/>\nShkuam n\u00eb bashki dhe b\u00ebm\u00eb celebrimin. Fut\u00ebm nj\u00eb k\u00ebrkes\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mund t\u00eb m\u00eb pranonin si gruaja e tij. Na kthyen p\u00ebrgjigje se do ta rishikonin k\u00ebrkes\u00ebn, por p\u00ebr momentin nuk mund t\u00eb m\u00eb jepnin edhe mua viz\u00eb. Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e leht\u00eb t\u2019ua hedh\u00ebsh atyre t\u00eb ambasad\u00ebs. Ndoshta e kishin kuptuar se nj\u00eb celebrim aq i shpejt\u00eb mund t\u00eb ishte fallso, ndon\u00ebse ne kishim vite q\u00eb ishim t\u00eb fejuar dhe p\u00ebr fatin tim t\u00eb keq, nuk e kishim b\u00ebr\u00eb celebrimin. Takuam nj\u00eb avokat dhe ai na tha se pas 6 muajsh do t\u00eb m\u00eb jepnin edhe mua viz\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb duhej t\u00eb shkonte i fejuari im dhe pastaj do t\u00eb m\u00eb dilte viza mua.<br \/>\nU m\u00ebrzita shum\u00eb kur ai iku sepse isha m\u00ebsuar me t\u00eb n\u00eb \u00e7do moment. Edhe prind\u00ebrit e tij u m\u00ebrzit\u00ebn shum\u00eb. Ai ishte djal\u00eb i vet\u00ebm dhe ata tashm\u00eb nuk kishin me k\u00eb t\u00eb rrinin. Jo se ishin t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr dhe kishin nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr hyzmet, por se donin q\u00eb t\u00eb kishin njer\u00ebz af\u00ebr.<br \/>\n&#8211; Besoj se ti do t\u00eb rrish me ne. \u2013 m\u00eb tha i ati. \u2013 Nuk ke pse t\u00eb largohesh tani q\u00eb kemi mbetur vet\u00ebm.<br \/>\n&#8211; Jo, jo, nuk e kisha aspak nd\u00ebrmend q\u00eb t\u00eb largohesha nga ju. \u2013 thash\u00eb me gjys\u00ebm z\u00ebri. E \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb b\u00ebja un\u00eb aty ku nuk ishte i fejuari im?! Jo se nuk m\u00eb donin, por un\u00eb do t\u00eb doja t\u00eb rrija n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time.<br \/>\n&#8211; Jo, bij\u00eb, &#8211; m\u00eb tha babai im. &#8211; Nuk b\u00ebn t\u00eb ik\u00ebsh tani q\u00eb t\u00eb iku i fejuari.<br \/>\n&#8211; Po si do t\u00eb rri aty ku nuk e kam at\u00eb?<br \/>\n&#8211; Po ike, do t\u00eb t\u00eb l\u00ebr\u00eb e nuk do t\u00eb t\u00eb marr\u00eb n\u00eb Amerik\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb kjo q\u00eb po thua, babi? Pse, nga kjo varet bashkimi im me t\u00eb? Ne e duam nj\u00ebri-tjetrin dhe nuk do t\u00eb ket\u00eb asgj\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb na ndaj\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ashtu qoft\u00eb, moj bij\u00eb. \u2013 m\u00eb tha babai.<br \/>\nMuaji i par\u00eb mezi kaloi. \u00c7do \u00e7ast q\u00eb kalonte, m\u00eb dukej koh\u00eb e kaluar kot. Prind\u00ebrit e tij m\u00eb mbanin shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. N\u00ebna e tij m\u00ebrzitej shum\u00eb, por mundohej ta mbante veten e t\u00eb mos m\u00eb m\u00ebrziste edhe mua. Gjat\u00eb k\u00ebtij muaji, ai na merrte gati \u00e7do nat\u00eb. Po mundohej t\u00eb lidhej me ndonj\u00eb avokat q\u00eb ta ndihmonte p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb marr\u00eb mua atje.<br \/>\n&#8211; Po nuk ka nevoj\u00eb, m\u00eb duket se k\u00ebta t\u00eb ambasad\u00ebs ta japin kollaj bashkimin familjar. \u2013 i thash\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; Po nuk na e dhan\u00eb pastaj, si do t\u00eb b\u00ebjm\u00eb? Nuk e l\u00eb n\u00eb dor\u00eb t\u00eb shqiptar\u00ebve. T\u00eb dua sa m\u00eb shpejt k\u00ebtu.<br \/>\nK\u00ebto ishin fjal\u00ebt e muajit t\u00eb par\u00eb. Muajin e dyt\u00eb ai filloi pun\u00eb dhe telefononte m\u00eb rrall\u00eb. Edhe koha nuk i korrespondonte, p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb ndryshimit t\u00eb madh t\u00eb or\u00ebs. Nejse, ishte muaji i dyt\u00eb dhe malli ishte shtuar, por sikur u m\u00ebsuam pa t\u00eb edhe un\u00eb, edhe e \u00ebma. Pastaj muaji i tret\u00eb dhe i kat\u00ebrt ishte totalisht ndryshe nga muaji i dyt\u00eb e sidomos, nga i pari.<br \/>\n&#8211; Lodhem shum\u00eb n\u00eb pun\u00eb. \u2013 thoshte, kur dilte t\u00eb fliste me ne.<br \/>\n&#8211; Po p\u00ebr letrat \u00e7\u2019po b\u00ebn? E ke takuar m\u00eb avokatin?<br \/>\n&#8211; M\u00eb kishte l\u00ebn\u00eb takim k\u00ebt\u00eb t\u00eb enjte, por nuk shkova.<br \/>\n&#8211; Pse?! &#8211; u habita.<br \/>\n&#8211; Si pse? Isha n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Ku t\u00eb japin leje k\u00ebta p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra t\u00eb vogla.<br \/>\n&#8211; Gj\u00ebra t\u00eb vogla? Pse, gj\u00eb e vog\u00ebl jam un\u00eb? Gj\u00eb e vog\u00ebl \u00ebsht\u00eb bashkimi yn\u00eb?<br \/>\n&#8211; Ehu, ti gjith\u00e7ka e merr p\u00ebr keq. Un\u00eb nuk po thoja ashtu. Pak stres kam un\u00eb k\u00ebtu e t\u00eb rri tani t\u00eb t\u00eb duroj dhe ty!<br \/>\nK\u00ebto fjal\u00eb m\u00eb zem\u00ebruan pa mas\u00eb. Nisa t\u00eb qaja dhe shkova nga dhoma tjet\u00ebr, duke e l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb fliste me t\u00eb \u00ebm\u00ebn.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb i lodhur, &#8211; m\u00eb tha ajo kur erdhi nga dhoma. &#8211; Duhet t\u2019i flas\u00ebsh m\u00eb me takt. Nuk e kupton sa t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb e ka ai atje vet\u00ebm? Ne k\u00ebtu s\u00eb bashku dhe m\u00ebrzitemi. Po ai?<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u00ebse m\u00ebrzitet, t\u00eb mundohet t\u00eb m\u00eb marr\u00eb atje. \u2013 ia nd\u00ebrpreva fjal\u00ebn vjehrr\u00ebs.<br \/>\nAjo nuk e priti reagimin tim. Ishte m\u00ebsuar q\u00eb t\u00eb bindesha e t\u00eb pranoja t\u00eb gjitha fjal\u00ebt e gj\u00ebrat q\u00eb ata b\u00ebnin, por tani isha lodhur me t\u00eb shtirura.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ua, \u00e7\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb kjo e folur, moj bij\u00eb? &#8211; tha ajo. \u2013 Un\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb mir\u00ebn t\u00ebnde e kam.<br \/>\n&#8211; Vet\u00ebm t\u00eb mir\u00ebn time? Po e mira e djalit t\u00ebnd, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb? &#8211; iu p\u00ebrgjigja gjith\u00eb zem\u00ebrim.<br \/>\n&#8211; Je e shqet\u00ebsuar, prandaj flet k\u00ebshtu. Ti mundohu t\u00eb jesh e qet\u00eb q\u00eb ai t\u00eb gjej\u00eb qet\u00ebsi dhe jo m\u00ebrzi te ti.<br \/>\nK\u00ebto fjal\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb mendoja edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb se \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebja un\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen shkova te prind\u00ebrit e mi dhe ia tregova n\u00ebn\u00ebs t\u00eb gjitha \u00e7\u2019m\u00eb kishin th\u00ebn\u00eb si i fejuari, si n\u00ebna e tij.<br \/>\n&#8211; Po ndoshta je rr\u00ebmbyer pak, moj bij\u00eb. Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb i fejuari yt dhe mund t\u00eb t\u00eb thot\u00eb ndonj\u00eb fjal\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; Edhe ti mama mendon k\u00ebshtu? Un\u00eb erdha te ti q\u00eb t\u00eb gjeja nj\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetje.<br \/>\n&#8211; Mb\u00ebshtetjen tek un\u00eb e ke dhe do ta kesh gjithmon\u00eb, por un\u00eb kam hallin t\u00ebnd q\u00eb t\u00eb mos m\u00ebrzitesh. Po sikur ai me k\u00ebt\u00eb sjelljen t\u00ebnde t\u00eb mos i b\u00ebj\u00eb letrat nga inati?<br \/>\n&#8211; At\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Do ta kuptoja se ai nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb i duhuri p\u00ebr mua. N\u00ebse ai m\u00eb do, do t\u00eb b\u00ebj\u00eb \u00e7mos t\u00eb m\u00eb marr\u00eb atje.<br \/>\n&#8211; Mir\u00eb zem\u00ebr. B\u00ebj si t\u00eb duash, vet\u00ebm mendoji gj\u00ebrat mir\u00eb e peshoi para se t\u2019i b\u00ebsh.<br \/>\nK\u00ebto fjal\u00eb t\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs m\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb reflektoja. Mu duk edhe mua se u rr\u00ebmbeva, ndaj mora n\u00eb telefon vjehrr\u00ebn q\u00eb ta zbusja situat\u00ebn.<br \/>\n&#8211; Nuk b\u00ebre mir\u00eb q\u00eb ike pa m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb. &#8211; m\u00eb foli shum\u00eb ashp\u00ebr. \u2013 Un\u00eb t\u00eb kam mbajtur n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi e t\u00eb kam trajtuar m\u00eb mir\u00eb sesa t\u00eb t\u00eb kisha vajz\u00ebn time. K\u00ebshtu e ka kjo pun\u00eb&#8230; Sa m\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb sillesh me njer\u00ebzit, aq m\u00eb keq ta b\u00ebjn\u00eb!<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7\u2019po thua k\u00ebshtu? Un\u00eb erdha te mami q\u00eb t\u00eb rrija pak, asgj\u00eb nuk ka k\u00ebtu p\u00ebr t\u2019u hidh\u00ebruar.<br \/>\n&#8211; Asgj\u00eb nuk ka p\u00ebr ty, por kur Genci e mori vesh, u revoltua dhe tha q\u00eb kishte patur t\u00eb drejt\u00eb kur mendonte se sa t\u00eb ikte ai, ti do t\u00eb ndryshoje.<br \/>\n&#8211; Genci t\u00eb tha k\u00ebshtu? Po p\u00ebr ndryshimin e tij, nuk tha gj\u00eb Genci? &#8211; ia ktheva me t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin ton si\u00e7 m\u00eb foli ajo.<br \/>\n&#8211; Po ja, ashtu si b\u00ebre, e gjete. \u2013 kur tha k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb m\u2019u duk se kisha jetuar me t\u00eb sa vite e nuk po e njihja aspak. At\u00eb e kisha dashur e trajtuar m\u00eb mir\u00eb se n\u00ebn\u00ebn time. Madje kur vija te mami, nuk b\u00ebja asnj\u00eb pun\u00eb, kurse p\u00ebr vite me radh\u00eb un\u00eb nuk e lash\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebnte as kafen\u00eb e saj.<br \/>\n&#8211; K\u00ebto nuk jan\u00eb muhabete q\u00eb b\u00ebhen n\u00eb telefon, &#8211; i thash\u00eb. &#8211; Ja, t\u00eb vij te sht\u00ebpia e flasim.<br \/>\n&#8211; Un\u00eb tani po dal e nuk do t\u00eb jem kur t\u00eb vish ti. Un\u00eb s\u2019kam asgj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb, se nuk m\u00eb p\u00ebrkasin mua k\u00ebto pun\u00eb. Fol me Gencin m\u00eb mir\u00eb.<br \/>\n\u201cPo kjo pun\u00eb?! Nuk m\u00eb dashka n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi tani! P\u00ebr nj\u00eb gj\u00eb t\u00eb vog\u00ebl m\u00eb hodhi tej t\u00eb gjitha ato q\u00eb kam b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb\u201d, mendova. I b\u00ebra nj\u00eb telefonat\u00eb t\u00eb fejuarit, por ai nuk u p\u00ebrgjigj. Ndoshta ishte n\u00eb pun\u00eb. I lash\u00eb mesazh se doja t\u00eb flisja urgjentisht me t\u00eb. N\u00eb dark\u00eb von\u00eb, ai m\u00eb mori.<br \/>\n&#8211; Je sjell\u00eb shum\u00eb keq me prind\u00ebrit e mi, \u2013 m\u00eb tha, pa m\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb flisja. \u2013 Nuk e prisja k\u00ebt\u00eb nga ti.<br \/>\n&#8211; Nuk e prisje? Po ti, i ke th\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00ebn\u00ebs t\u00ebnde se e dije q\u00eb k\u00ebshtu do t\u00eb b\u00ebja, apo jo? T\u00eb pakt\u00ebn k\u00ebshtu m\u00eb tha ajo. Kush po g\u00ebnjen e kush po thot\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn tani, se nuk po kuptoj?<br \/>\n&#8211; Pse merresh me llafe? Nuk e kupton se ke b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb gabim t\u00eb madh?<br \/>\n&#8211; Un\u00eb nuk kam b\u00ebr\u00eb asnj\u00eb gabim, por kuptova se mund t\u00eb b\u00ebja nj\u00eb gabim n\u00ebse do t\u00eb rrija dhe pak me at\u00eb grua.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ej, e di se p\u00ebr k\u00eb po flet k\u00ebshtu?<br \/>\n&#8211; Po, e di shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. N\u00ebse ajo nuk m\u00eb do, as un\u00eb nuk e dua. N\u00ebse ajo mundohet t\u00eb flas\u00eb \u00e7do lloj fjale p\u00ebr mua, s\u2019kam pse t\u00eb rri me t\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; Po si mendon se do t\u00eb martohesh me mua kur flet k\u00ebshtu p\u00ebr prind\u00ebrit e mi?<br \/>\n&#8211; T\u00eb martohem me ty? Po si do t\u00eb martohem kur ti je n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb bot\u00ebs? A i ke mbaruar ti letrat q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb marr\u00ebsh mua?<br \/>\n&#8211; Me k\u00ebt\u00eb sjelljen t\u00ebnde, nuk e meriton t\u00eb vish k\u00ebtu. &#8211; k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb t\u00eb ul\u00ebrisja me t\u00eb madhe.<br \/>\nE mbylla telefonin dhe prita t\u00eb m\u00eb merrte p\u00ebrs\u00ebri q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb qet\u00ebsonte, por ai nuk m\u00eb mori. As dit\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr nuk i ra telefonit. T\u00eb tret\u00ebn dit\u00eb, i rash\u00eb un\u00eb. P\u00ebr \u00e7udi, ai e hapi menj\u00ebher\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; Si ke qen\u00eb? A je lodhur? &#8211; i thash\u00eb sikur nuk kishte ndodhur asgj\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; Nga pak. Po prisja telefonat\u00ebn t\u00ebnde. Doja t\u00eb t\u00eb thoja\u2026<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u2019ka gj\u00eb, se un\u00eb u qet\u00ebsova tani. E kuptoj se ishim t\u00eb nxehur q\u00eb t\u00eb dy. \u2013 ia preva fjal\u00ebn duke menduar se ai po k\u00ebrkonte t\u00eb pajtohej m\u00eb mua. &#8211; Ne kemi dh\u00ebn\u00eb prova q\u00eb jemi nj\u00eb \u00e7ift i b\u00ebr\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb bashk\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb.<br \/>\n&#8211; N\u00eb fakt, nuk doja t\u00eb thoja k\u00ebt\u00eb. Tani e kuptoj se jemi nxituar me fejes\u00ebn ton\u00eb. T\u00eb mendojm\u00eb dhe pak e m\u00eb pas marrim nj\u00eb vendim.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u00c7\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb kjo? Po m\u00eb k\u00ebrkon t\u00eb ndahemi? Tani q\u00eb shkove atje, m\u00eb dhe duart?<br \/>\n&#8211; Mos e merr p\u00ebr keq. \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb marr k\u00ebtu. Ti vazhdo\u2026<br \/>\nIa nd\u00ebrpreva fjal\u00ebn n\u00eb mes dhe ia mbylla telefonin. S\u2019kisha nevoj\u00eb t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja m\u00eb tep\u00ebr. Ai po mundohej t\u00eb m\u00eb thoshte se po ndahej me mua, por un\u00eb nuk doja ta d\u00ebgjoja k\u00ebt\u00eb. Prita t\u00eb m\u00eb telefononte, por ai nuk e b\u00ebri.<br \/>\nKjo ishte historia ime e cila t\u00eb b\u00ebn t\u00eb jesh pesimiste dhe t\u00eb mendosh se jeta \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb, shum\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>T\u00eb dashur lexues, un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb q\u00eb sapo kam mbushur 28 vje\u00e7e. Jeta ime ka marr\u00eb disa drejtime q\u00eb nuk e di as vet\u00eb si t\u2019i shpjegoj. Nj\u00ebher\u00eb m\u00eb vjen fati e pastaj m\u00eb largohet papritur. M\u00eb vjen p\u00ebrs\u00ebri e m\u00eb le prap\u00eb se prap\u00eb n\u00eb mes t\u00eb kat\u00ebr rrug\u00ebve. 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