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Je mashkulli i jet\u00ebs sime, t\u00eb lutem m\u00eb kupto kur t\u00eb them se t\u00eb dua. T\u00eb lutem, m\u00eb beso, je \u00ebndrra e \u00e7do vajze q\u00eb do kishte n\u00eb jet\u00eb. T\u00eb dua me gjith\u00eb shpirt, t\u00eb dua me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Nga Xhelozja e Nardit<\/p>\n
Sa shum\u00eb mall, sa d\u00ebshp\u00ebrim, sa vuajtje, sa shum\u00eb dashuri ndjej p\u00ebr ty sonte, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb nat\u00eb, i dashuri im. Sonte \u00ebndrrat dhe kujtimet p\u00ebr ty i kam k\u00ebtu grumbulluar n\u00eb shpirtin tim, n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time. M\u00eb beso ndihem e vetme n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb madhe e humbur si nj\u00eb e huaj ku n\u00eb err\u00ebsiren e harruar dhe e hidhur n\u00eb nje qoshe pa skaj. Mes \u00ebndrrash q\u00eb dikur i pata, q\u00eb jeta m’i ka ofruar nj\u00eb her\u00eb kur isha me ty, e ndjej veten t\u00eb d\u00ebshiruar p\u00ebr pak \u00e7aste, e p\u00ebr pak ngroht\u00ebsi, e p\u00ebr shum\u00eb dashuri, tani n\u00eb zemren time mbret\u00ebron acari q\u00eb m\u00eb ngriu zemren, e b\u00ebri akull! Sonte shoh nj\u00eb dor\u00eb q\u00eb s’m\u00eb bindet, shoh dy sy q\u00eb t\u00eb kerkojn, ty i dashuri im dhe ndjej nj\u00eb zem\u00ebr q\u00eb ndoshta s’m\u00eb p\u00ebrket mua, ndjej dashuri q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrbin krejt trupin dhe pastaj shpirtin, mendimin, gjakun, nervat dhe \u00e7do qeliz\u00eb t\u00eb qenies time. Ti ndoshta imagjinon \u00e7do t\u00eb thot t\u00eb duash dik\u00eb n\u00eb heshtje, n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb larg\u00ebsi t\u00eb mallkuar, t\u00eb mendosh dhe t\u00eb kalosh dit\u00ebt p\u00ebrgjys\u00ebm.<\/p>\n
T\u00eb jetosh \u00e7do \u00e7ast kur nj\u00eb pjes\u00eb e qenies t\u00ebnde jeton larg dhe aq m\u00eb keq, kur e di q\u00eb s\u2019t\u00eb do. E \u00e7’r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi ka p\u00ebr mua, ve\u00e7 ekzistenc\u00ebs t\u00ebnde? Vetem nj\u00eb her\u00eb t\u00eb jem me ty t\u00eb qendroja nj\u00eb minut\u00eb, at\u00ebher\u00eb e kisha lutur Zotin q\u00eb t\u00eb vij\u00eb dhe le t\u00eb m\u00eb marr\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb bot\u00ebn tjeter sepse asaj bote i takoj pa ty! K. & L.<\/p>\n
Eh, sa e sa or\u00eb e dit\u00eb m\u00eb ikin duke t\u00eb menduar ty, net\u00ebve p\u00ebrp\u00eblitem dhe ndiej shtr\u00ebngimin n\u00eb zem\u00ebr, lot\u00ebt m\u00eb rrjedhin pa pushim derisa bien rrezet e diellit mbi dritaret e dhom\u00ebs sime, at\u00ebher\u00eb\u00a0 lot\u00ebt teren nga ngrohtesia e rrezeve mbi fytyren time. Fytyra jote trazon \u00e7do gj\u00eb n\u00eb shpirtin tim, m\u00eb ngacmon fantazin\u00eb. Ngado q\u00eb po i hedh syt\u00eb, m\u00eb duket se t\u00eb shoh, shoh at\u00eb buz\u00ebqeshjen t\u00ebnde magjeps\u00ebse ato buz\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmbla, ata sy t\u00eb shkruar. Ngado q\u00eb e hedh dor\u00ebn t\u00eb parfytyroj se t\u00eb prek. Ca ti b\u00ebj tani shpirtit q\u00eb t\u00eb do pran\u00eb dhe s’t\u00eb ka afer ohhhh Zot si nuk erdhe t\u00eb ma marresh k\u00ebt\u00eb shpirt q\u00eb t\u00eb mos vuaj m. \u00c7far\u00eb ti b\u00ebj zemr\u00ebs q\u00eb brenda saj q\u00ebndron vet\u00ebm ti? Ti q\u00eb je i vetmi m\u00eb rr\u00ebnj\u00ebn e mbijetes\u00ebs s\u00eb saj! \u00c7far\u00eb ti b\u00ebj syve q\u00eb ndjejn\u00eb mall e duan t\u00eb t’shohin dhe derdhin vet\u00ebm lot pa ndal! \u00c7far\u00eb ti b\u00ebj vetes sime q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb dashuruar marr\u00ebzisht pas teje? Jam un\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb th\u00ebrras me z\u00eb te shurdh\u00ebr dhe vuaj brenda vetes k\u00ebt\u00eb dashuri. T\u00eb dua me shpirt. Xh.<\/p>\n
E dashuruar si sot do t\u00eb mbetem pas teje p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb. Dhe n\u00ebse kam l\u00ebn\u00eb di\u00e7ka te ti, nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb t\u00eb vogel dashurie apo respekti, t\u00eb lutem mbroje, mos e fshij nga kujtesa jote. Un\u00eb do t\u00eb t\u00eb dua deri n\u00eb p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsi vet\u00ebm ty dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb fjal\u00eb do ta mbyll brenda n\u00eb shpirtin dhe kurr\u00eb s’do ta tradhtoj veten time. N\u00ebse do t\u00eb m\u00eb marr\u00eb malli p\u00ebr ty, do ta gjej, ta shkruaj n\u00eb skutat e kujtimeve t\u00eb mia q\u00eb i ruaj t\u00eb pastra!<\/p>\n
E filloj kete leter q\u00eb ta shkruaj p\u00ebr ty, me fjalet me te embla te zemres dhe shpirtit tim te lenduar. Ne keto \u00e7aste kur e shkruaj ndjehem e emocionuar, me merzi, pik\u00ebllim dhe vuajtje te pafund brenda zemres sime, dhe me lot te pa ndal\u00eb ne syt e mi te permalluar per nje dashuri. Kur nuk do te mundem tia fal vetes nese di\u00e7ka gabova me ty, e nuk po di gje \u00e7ka beri ndryshim te madh ne mes nesh, kur nuk desha te lendoj as veten time. Laura.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Je mashkulli i jet\u00ebs sime, t\u00eb lutem m\u00eb kupto kur t\u00eb them se t\u00eb dua. T\u00eb lutem, m\u00eb beso, je \u00ebndrra e \u00e7do vajze q\u00eb do kishte n\u00eb jet\u00eb. T\u00eb dua me gjith\u00eb shpirt, t\u00eb dua me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb. Nga Xhelozja e Nardit Sa shum\u00eb mall, sa d\u00ebshp\u00ebrim, sa vuajtje, sa shum\u00eb dashuri ndjej […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[836,104],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12242","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-komunikoni-me-njeri-tjetrin-2","category-mesazhe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12242","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12242"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12242\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12242"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12242"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12242"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}