{"id":12093,"date":"2016-02-17T10:30:47","date_gmt":"2016-02-17T09:30:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=12093"},"modified":"2016-02-16T13:05:37","modified_gmt":"2016-02-16T12:05:37","slug":"dashuri-dhe-urrejtje-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2016\/02\/dashuri-dhe-urrejtje-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Dashuri dhe urrejtje&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>N\u00ebse \u00e7do yll n\u00eb qiell ndri\u00e7on p\u00ebr dik\u00eb n\u00eb tok\u00eb, at\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb doja q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb jem ylli yt. N\u00ebse \u00e7do lum\u00eb e ka q\u00ebllim detin, at\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb doja q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb jem deti yt. N\u00ebse \u00e7do fjoll\u00eb bore q\u00ebllim e ka maj\u00ebn e malit, do t\u00eb doja q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb jem mali yt dhe n\u00ebse \u00e7do dashuri e ka q\u00ebllim zemr\u00ebn, do t\u00eb doja q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb jem zemra jote. Edhe nese vdes te lutem mos mbaj zi se edhe guret e malit e dine qe vdekja me eredhi nga Ti. Sa kohe u be qe s\u2019shoh syte e tu dhe prape i perfytyroj. Sa kohe u b\u00eb q\u00eb nuk puth buzet e tua, dhe prap\u00eb e ndjej ngroht\u00ebsin\u00eb e tyre. Sa kohe u b\u00eb qe nuk perkedhel m\u00eb trupin t\u00ebnd dhe prape e ndiej aty ne trupin tim. Dua te te shoh perseri, po jane vec lutje te kota pa gram shprese, se fati deshi q\u00eb t\u00eb ishim larg. E kjo largesi na beri te kuptonim sesa e donim nj\u00ebri-tjetrin. S\u2019na mbetet gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr vecse&#8230;t\u00eb pres. T.<\/p>\n<p>Dashuri te urrej. Urrej qe rastisa nj\u00eb here te te takoja dhe me genjeve qe heren e pare. Nuk prite dot te genjeje tek e dyta ose e treta por tek e para qe kur te te urreja te te urreja me gjithe shpirt, c\u2019them edhe un\u00eb. Urrej dashurine qe nuk egziston por qe e bejme ne te egzistoje me zor, urrej faktin qe gjithnj\u00eb vret, urrej qe kam q\u00ebn\u00eb mbreme pa gjume gjithe nat\u00ebn per fajin tend o dashuri, urrej qe qava gjithe diten e dites sot per ty, dhe urrej qe mbaroj me kaq dhe q\u00eb e bere zemren time q\u00eb t\u00eb mos besoje m\u00eb. Me falni per gjithe kete urrejtje por sa jam ndare nga njeri q\u00eb mendoja se doja. A.<\/p>\n<p>Ah zem\u00ebr, sa do doja p\u00ebr nj\u00eb \u00e7ast t\u00eb vet\u00ebm t\u00eb shembja murin e ftoht\u00ebsis\u00eb q\u00eb na ndan dhe t\u00eb rendja drejt teje si nj\u00eb i burgosur q\u00eb liria i fali rilindjen shpirt\u00ebrore. Sa do doja p\u00ebr nj\u00eb moment t\u00eb thyeja t\u00eb tashmen q\u00eb na vrau dhe me cop\u00ebzat e saj t\u00eb nd\u00ebrtoja nj\u00eb realitet ku ne t\u00eb ishim t\u00eb vetmit \u00ebndrrimtar, larg t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve pran\u00eb gjith\u00e7kaje. Sa do doja t\u00eb mbyllja syt\u00eb dhe n\u00eb v\u00ebshtrimin e par\u00eb drejt pafund\u00ebsis\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb shfaqesh ti, p\u00ebrjet\u00ebsia ime. Ah zem\u00ebr, sa do doja n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb th\u00ebrrisja zem\u00ebr duke t\u00eb par\u00eb n\u00eb sy, do t\u00eb doja.. nata \u00ebsht\u00eb shum\u00eb e gjat\u00eb. E njihja dashurin\u00eb thjesht\u00eb si nj\u00eb p\u00ebrrall\u00eb q\u00eb e tregonte gjyshja shum\u00eb rrall\u00eb. E njihja dashurin\u00eb thjesht\u00eb me fjal\u00eb, se njihja me vepra por thjesht\u00eb si ideal, se njihja un\u00eb trishtimin se njihja un\u00eb vetmin\u00eb, as at\u00eb t\u00eb luleve dashurin\u00eb. Por befas erdhe ti si shi n\u00eb shkret\u00ebtir\u00eb, dhe mua m\u00eb zgjove ndjenjat e rinis\u00eb. Tani se njoh m\u00eb thjesht\u00eb si ideal, por si nj\u00eb dhurat\u00eb t\u00eb bukur t\u00eb cilin ti ma ke fal\u00eb&#8230; Adriana.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; N\u00ebse \u00e7do yll n\u00eb qiell ndri\u00e7on p\u00ebr dik\u00eb n\u00eb tok\u00eb, at\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb doja q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb jem ylli yt. N\u00ebse \u00e7do lum\u00eb e ka q\u00ebllim detin, at\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb doja q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb jem deti yt. N\u00ebse \u00e7do fjoll\u00eb bore q\u00ebllim e ka maj\u00ebn e malit, do t\u00eb doja q\u00eb un\u00eb t\u00eb jem [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[836,104],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12093","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-komunikoni-me-njeri-tjetrin-2","category-mesazhe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12093","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12093"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12093\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12093"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12093"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12093"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}