E nderuar redaksi e gazet\u00ebs \u201cIntervista\u201d! Jam lexuese e rregullt e rubrik\u00ebs suaj \u201cHistori nga jeta\u201d. Meqen\u00ebse e shoh q\u00eb edhe mentaliteti i njer\u00ebzve sikur ka filluar t\u00eb ndryshoj\u00eb, po tregoj historin\u00eb time t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb me nj\u00eb koleg pune. Jam e sigurt se n\u00eb koh\u00ebn q\u00eb un\u00eb e kam p\u00ebrjetuar k\u00ebt\u00eb dashuri, i gjith\u00eb qyteti ku jetoj m\u00eb ka shar\u00eb e paragjykuar. \u00cbsht\u00eb e leht\u00eb ta p\u00ebrflas\u00ebsh tjetrin kur nuk je n\u00eb pozitat e tij. Gjithsesi, sot q\u00eb jam gjasht\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vje\u00e7e dhe po pres t\u00eb b\u00ebhem gjyshe p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb e vetmja ndjenj\u00eb q\u00eb kam m\u00eb t\u00eb fort\u00eb sesa ajo e dashuris\u00eb time p\u00ebr burrin q\u00eb vazhdoj ta shoh n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr.<\/p>\n
Kam lindur n\u00eb fshat, por duke qen\u00eb se im at\u00eb ka qen\u00eb burr\u00eb i shkath\u00ebt, n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb t\u00eb mesme m\u00eb \u00e7oi p\u00ebr Infermieri n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. E dihet, n\u00eb rinin\u00eb time, t\u00eb ishe infermiere ishte post i madh. N\u00eb shkoll\u00eb n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb u njoha me nj\u00eb djal\u00eb nga an\u00ebt e mia dhe q\u00eb banonte n\u00eb qytet. Dy vitet e para t\u00eb shkoll\u00ebs s\u00eb mesme i kam kaluar n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e tij. Ai mbaroi shkoll\u00ebn p\u00ebr mekanik dy vite para meje dhe u kthye n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Vitin e tret\u00eb dhe t\u00eb kat\u00ebrt ne takoheshim rrall\u00eb, kur ai kishte mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb vinte n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb ose kur un\u00eb kthehesha me pushime n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time. Ai kishte nj\u00eb hall\u00eb t\u00eb martuar n\u00eb fshatin tim, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb kishte mund\u00ebsin\u00eb t\u00eb vinte lirisht p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb takuar. Sapo mbarova shkoll\u00ebn e mesme dhe u ktheva n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, ai erdhi e m\u00eb takoi. M\u00eb tregoi p\u00ebr vendimin q\u00eb kishte marr\u00eb. U kishte treguar prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb tij p\u00ebr mua dhe ata i kishin th\u00ebn\u00eb, sipas tij, q\u00eb \u201cjan\u00eb familje e mrekullueshme dhe ne ku ta gjejm\u00eb t\u2019ua marrim t\u00eb bij\u00ebn p\u00ebr nuse\u201d. K\u00ebshtu, ai m\u00eb tha q\u00eb do vinte pas nj\u00eb jave n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb k\u00ebrkuar dor\u00ebn dhe un\u00eb duhej t\u2019u tregoja n\u00eb nj\u00ebfar\u00eb m\u00ebnyre prind\u00ebrve.<\/p>\n
– Ne do vijm\u00eb me burrin e hall\u00ebs q\u00eb t\u00eb kemi nj\u00eb njeri si t\u00eb njohur n\u00eb mes t\u00eb muhabetit, por edhe ti gjithsesi tregoji n\u00ebn\u00ebs t\u00ebnde, – m\u00eb tha nd\u00ebrsa ishte skuqur e djersitur nga duart prej sikletit. (E kuptoj q\u00eb t\u00eb rinjt\u00eb e sotsh\u00ebm as nuk skuqen e as nuk djersiten kur u propozojn\u00eb t\u00eb dashurave t\u00eb tyre, por neve n\u00eb koh\u00ebn ton\u00eb na mbulonte turpi.)<\/p>\n
E shtuna erdhi dhe n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time, Bardhi erdhi bashk\u00eb me t\u00eb atin dhe burrin e hall\u00ebs s\u00eb tij. Babai im ishte p\u00ebrgatitur se i kisha treguar mamas\u00eb. Ata nuk m\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb asnj\u00eb koment, por thjesht m\u00eb than\u00eb q\u00eb \u201cdo ta shohim nj\u00eb her\u00eb se \u00e7\u2019ke zgjedhur\u201d.\u00a0 Darka at\u00eb nat\u00eb shkoi shum\u00eb mir\u00eb. I ati i Bardhit foli qet\u00eb dhe tha se kjo ishte zgjedhje e ne t\u00eb dyve.<\/p>\n
– N\u00eb fakt, more lum miku, t\u00eb them t\u00eb drejt\u00ebn, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb se m\u00eb ka pyetur njeri, por djali im m\u00eb tha q\u00eb e dua at\u00eb vajz\u00eb dhe vet\u00ebm me at\u00eb do martohem, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb mendoj se k\u00ebta t\u00eb rinjt\u00eb q\u00eb ne lodhemi p\u00ebr t\u2019i shkolluar, ca shkollohen e ca shkallohen.<\/p>\n
– Nuk do thosha shkallohen, ata po p\u00ebrpiqen t\u00eb ecin me hapin e koh\u00ebs, t\u00eb rregullojn\u00eb ndonj\u00eb nga k\u00ebto tradita prapanike qe kemi. Un\u00eb e kam par\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb gruan time t\u00eb h\u00ebn\u00ebn pasi jam martuar, – tha babai im dhe ata qesh\u00ebn t\u00eb gjith\u00eb. \u2013 Shyqyr q\u00eb erdhi kjo koh\u00eb q\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt tan\u00eb t\u00eb zgjedhin vet\u00eb e t\u00eb mos e kemi ne pishman q\u00eb zgjodh\u00ebm mir\u00eb apo i mbyt\u00ebm me martesa q\u00eb nuk shkojn\u00eb.<\/p>\n
E k\u00ebshtu, ne u fejuam dhe babai i Bardhit me miq\u00ebsit\u00eb e tij m\u00eb gjeti pun\u00eb n\u00eb spitalin e qytetit. \u00c7do dit\u00eb m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb b\u00ebja n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb nj\u00eb or\u00eb e nj\u00eb \u00e7erek p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar n\u00eb pun\u00eb e nj\u00eb or\u00eb e nj\u00eb \u00e7erek p\u00ebr t\u2019u kthyer. Por, dihet, puna n\u00eb spital \u00ebsht\u00eb me turne dhe turni i dyt\u00eb dhe i tret\u00eb p\u00ebr mua ishte tmerr se m\u00eb duhej se s\u2019b\u00ebn nj\u00eb burr\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7onte e t\u00eb m\u00eb merrte n\u00eb pun\u00eb. P\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb arsye, ne u martuam n\u00eb fund t\u00eb n\u00ebntorit.<\/p>\n
P\u00ebr mua u b\u00ebn\u00eb disa ndryshime nj\u00ebher\u00ebsh, puna n\u00eb qytet, martesa e menj\u00ebhershme, pastaj kushtet asaj kohe diheshin. N\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e burrit ishim nj\u00eb dyzin\u00eb njer\u00ebzish. Ai kishte kat\u00ebr v\u00ebllez\u00ebr e tri motra. Pun\u00ebs duhej t\u2019i rrija pinc\u00eb n\u00eb kok\u00eb, n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi isha nusja e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb e s\u00ebrish n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb. N\u00ebse gjith\u00eb nuset fillojn\u00eb e sh\u00ebndoshen, un\u00eb kur u martova isha gjasht\u00ebdhjet\u00eb kile e pas dy muajsh shkova pes\u00ebdhjet\u00eb… Burri im, sapo hynim n\u00eb dhom\u00eb, fillonte t\u00eb m\u00eb f\u00ebrkone shpatullat e krah\u00ebt se e shihte q\u00eb isha tejet e lodhur dhe ai ka zem\u00ebr t\u00eb but\u00eb, nuk ngjan me burrat e veriut. Fatmir\u00ebsisht, k\u00ebshilli i lagjes na dha nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhom\u00eb e kuzhin\u00eb neve si \u00e7ift meqen\u00ebse ishim nj\u00ebmb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vet\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dy dhoma e nj\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb. Sht\u00ebpia ime n\u00eb tet\u00eb muajt e par\u00eb t\u00eb martes\u00ebs m\u00eb ngjan me sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e xhuxhave te filmi \u201cBor\u00ebbardha dhe shtat\u00eb xhuxhat\u201d.<\/p>\n
Jeta n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e re ishte m\u00eb e qet\u00eb, por me shum\u00eb halle. N\u00ebse n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e prind\u00ebrve nuk m\u00eb duhej t\u00eb mendoja n\u00ebse kishim p\u00ebr t\u00eb ngr\u00ebn\u00eb, tani duhej t\u00eb mendoja jo vet\u00ebm t\u00eb haja, por edhe t\u00eb blija ndonj\u00eb orendi. Gjithsesi, nd\u00ebrsa p\u00ebrpiqeshim t\u00eb kursenim, un\u00eb mbeta shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb dhe linda djalin tim t\u00eb par\u00eb. U lumturuam, ai f\u00ebmij\u00eb na solli ve\u00e7 mbar\u00ebsi. Po rritej i sh\u00ebndetsh\u00ebm edhe pse e \u00e7oja n\u00eb \u00e7erdhe n\u00eb pik\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00ebngjesit dhe e merrja pasdite, pasi mbaroja edhe radhat n\u00ebp\u00ebr dyqane. Kur djali mbushi tre vje\u00e7, un\u00eb isha me raport\u00ebn e dyt\u00eb t\u00eb lindjes dhe linda vajz\u00ebn. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb q\u00eb un\u00eb isha me raport, n\u00eb spital kishte ardhur nj\u00eb mjek i ri pediat\u00ebr. Pas lindjes s\u00eb vajz\u00ebs, me dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb, sigurisht q\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb se sa i binte gripi nj\u00ebrit, ai ia kalonte tjetrit dhe mua m\u00eb dukej sikur gripi nuk dilte kurr\u00eb nga sht\u00ebpia ime. Edhe pa qen\u00eb n\u00eb pun\u00eb, isha e detyruar t\u00eb shkoja n\u00eb spital q\u00eb t\u00eb vizitoja f\u00ebmij\u00ebt. Si infermiere, un\u00eb i vizitoja n\u00eb pavion, sepse i njihja t\u00eb gjith\u00eb. Nj\u00eb her\u00eb, kur djali u s\u00ebmur me bajame, mjek roje gjeta doktorin e ri p\u00ebr t\u00eb cilin ju fola m\u00eb sip\u00ebr.<\/p>\n
Kur pash\u00eb doktorin, p\u00ebr disa sekonda e harrova s\u00ebmundjen e djalit. Ishte burri m\u00eb i bukur q\u00eb m\u00eb kishin par\u00eb syt\u00eb ndonj\u00ebher\u00eb! As n\u00eb televizor nuk kisha par\u00eb mashkull aq t\u00eb bukur. Ai ishte i ri, por prap\u00eb ishte nj\u00eb vit m\u00eb i madh se un\u00eb. I njihja prind\u00ebrit e tij, sepse edhe ata banonin n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin qytet. Nd\u00ebrsa po p\u00ebrpiqesha t\u00eb artikuloja ndonj\u00eb fjal\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb djali kishte temperatur\u00eb t\u00eb lart\u00eb, v\u00ebshtrimi i tij sikur m\u00eb p\u00ebrshkoi gjith\u00eb trupin. I kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb infermierja e tij q\u00eb do t\u00eb vinte nj\u00eb kolege p\u00ebr t\u00eb vizituar djalin dhe mjeku e mblodhi veten i pari.<\/p>\n
– Pa ta shohim k\u00ebt\u00eb djal\u00eb t\u00eb bukur q\u00eb m\u00eb ka ardhur p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb takuar, \u00e7\u2019ka q\u00eb i ngrihet temperatura?! – Ai e vizitoi djalin me shum\u00eb kujdes, m\u00eb sqaroi se \u00e7far\u00eb kishte dhe n\u00eb fund, m\u00eb dha edhe recet\u00ebn e ila\u00e7eve. Nd\u00ebrsa mb\u00ebshtolla djalin, n\u00eb krah\u00eb, ai m\u00eb dha dor\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb mirupafshim, por e mbajti m\u00eb gjat\u00eb se zakonisht. \u2013 Kur do t\u00eb kthehesh n\u00eb pun\u00eb? \u2013 m\u00eb pyeti dhe qeshi.<\/p>\n
\u2013 N\u00eb fillim t\u00eb qershorit, nuk e mbaj mend t\u00eb sakt\u00eb dat\u00ebn, ja do pyes te llogaria, meq\u00eb ma kujtove, – i thash\u00eb dhe u t\u00ebrhoqa duke e fal\u00ebnderuar.<\/p>\n
Qershori erdhi shum\u00eb shpejt dhe un\u00eb u ktheva n\u00eb pun\u00eb. Puna filloi me intensitetin e zakonsh\u00ebm, por me nj\u00eb arsye shum\u00eb t\u00eb bukur p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar pa bezdi n\u00eb pun\u00eb; me syt\u00eb e qeshur t\u00eb Markut q\u00eb m\u00eb ndiqnin n\u00ebp\u00ebr pavion kur shkoja t\u00eb kontrolloja serumet e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve, termometrat etj. Dy jav\u00ebt e para m\u00eb fliste vet\u00ebm si mjek, shum\u00eb i kufizuar, por shum\u00eb shpejt filloi t\u00eb b\u00ebnte shaka, t\u00eb m\u00eb prek\u00eb krah\u00ebt apo duart sa her\u00eb ishim vet\u00ebm n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e mjek\u00ebve apo infermier\u00ebve. Sapo gjente rast t\u00eb ishte vet\u00ebm me mua, b\u00ebnte sikur p\u00ebrplasej pa dashje, pastaj qeshte dhe thoshte:<\/p>\n
– M\u00eb vjen inat q\u00eb jam kaq i rr\u00ebmujsh\u00ebm, por prap\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqen t\u00eb p\u00ebrplasem me ty, – thoshte dhe m\u00eb hidhte shikime sikur do t\u00eb m\u00eb hante. K\u00ebshtu, avash-avash fillova ta dashuroja me gjith\u00eb forcat e mia. N\u00eb sht\u00ebpi b\u00ebhesha cop\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mos mungonte asgj\u00eb, p\u00ebrpiqesha t\u00eb isha e v\u00ebmendshme ndaj tim shoqi me q\u00ebllim q\u00eb ta harroja Markun, por nuk ishte e th\u00ebn\u00eb. Pas nj\u00eb viti e gjys\u00ebm pune bashk\u00eb, un\u00eb u dor\u00ebzova, rash\u00eb n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e tij dhe po e shijoja lumturin\u00eb sikur t\u00eb isha njeriu i vet\u00ebm n\u00eb gjith\u00eb planetin. F\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi po rriteshin dhe Marku, duke qen\u00eb se vet\u00eb ishte m\u00ebsuar me libra, m\u00eb m\u00ebsonte q\u00eb t\u2019u lexoja qysh n\u00eb vog\u00ebli q\u00eb t\u00eb vazhdonin shkoll\u00eb dhe t\u00eb mos mbeteshin ve\u00e7 zanat\u00e7inj.<\/p>\n
– Mezi pres q\u00eb t\u00eb jem mjek roje, – m\u00eb thoshte vazhdimisht.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb fakt, k\u00ebto ishin rastet kur ne kishim m\u00eb shum\u00eb mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb rrinim bashk\u00eb. Jam e sigurt q\u00eb Marku nuk m\u00eb shihte thjesht\u00eb si lod\u00ebr apo si dashnore. Ai dukej q\u00eb m\u00eb donte, por un\u00eb isha e martuar dhe nuk dinim si t\u00eb dilnim nga kjo situat\u00eb. Ledhatimet e tij ishin si balsam p\u00ebr mua, puthjet e tij ishin si bekim, kultura q\u00eb ai m\u00eb dha ishte shkoll\u00eb e pafund n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha drejtimet.<\/p>\n
Ndoshta ju lexues po m\u00eb thoni q\u00eb jam nj\u00eb kurv\u00eb dhe asgj\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb, por un\u00eb ju them t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00ebn q\u00eb nga puna p\u00ebrkrah tij, un\u00eb arrita t\u00eb m\u00ebsoja po aq sa di nj\u00eb mjek n\u00eb lidhje me s\u00ebmundjet. M\u00eb m\u00ebsoi t\u00eb jem qytetare, n\u00eb kuptimin e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb t\u00eb fjal\u00ebs. Gjith\u00eb ato \u00e7ka kishte m\u00ebsuar e par\u00eb gjat\u00eb koh\u00ebs q\u00eb kishte ndjekur studimet e larta, ai m\u2019i m\u00ebsoi mua, por nd\u00ebrsa ne ndiheshim mir\u00eb n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e n\u00eb dashurin\u00eb e nj\u00ebri-tjetrit, sigurisht nuk mbet\u00ebm pa u v\u00ebn\u00eb re nga t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. Gjith\u00eb qyteti na p\u00ebrflisnin q\u00eb ne ishim dashnor\u00eb. Prind\u00ebrit e tij e nxisnin q\u00eb ai t\u00eb zgjidhte ndonj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e t\u00eb martohej. Arriti puna aty sa nj\u00eb mbr\u00ebmje vere nd\u00ebrsa kthehesha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi nga turni i dyt\u00eb, pash\u00eb rrug\u00ebs prind\u00ebrit e Markut. E kuptova q\u00eb kishin dal\u00eb p\u00ebr mua. E \u00ebma m\u00eb foli e para.<\/p>\n
– T\u00eb lutem, mund t\u00eb flasim pak? N\u00ebse e ke problem nga im shoq, ai mund t\u00eb ec\u00eb mbrapa nesh, – m\u00eb tha, nd\u00ebrsa z\u00ebri i dridhej.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Jo, nuk ka problem, – i thash\u00eb dhe m\u00eb mbuluan djers\u00eb t\u00eb ftohta.<\/p>\n
\u2013 Besoj e kupton edhe vet\u00eb p\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb dua t\u00eb t\u00eb flas. T\u00eb lutem, l\u00ebre djalin ton\u00eb t\u00eb lir\u00eb. Un\u00eb e kuptoj q\u00eb ai t\u00eb do, por nuk mund t\u00eb martohet me ty. Ti ke dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb, ke nj\u00eb familje dhe nuk ke arsimin q\u00eb ka ai. Jemi rropatur gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebn burr\u00eb e grua q\u00eb t\u00eb arsimojm\u00eb djalin e ta b\u00ebjm\u00eb dikushi, por jo q\u00eb ai t\u00eb martohet me nj\u00eb grua me dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Dhe p\u00ebr t\u2019i dh\u00ebn\u00eb fund e p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb fyer tamam, i ati shtoi: – Besoj e ke kuptuar q\u00eb ai \u00ebsht\u00eb i aft\u00eb t\u00eb ket\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tij, s\u2019ka pse i merr t\u00eb gatsh\u00ebm nga nj\u00eb burr\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Dhe, ta dish se n\u00ebse nuk e l\u00eb ti, do ta gjej m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn un\u00eb! – Ai kapi t\u00eb shoqen p\u00ebr krahu e ik\u00ebn pa m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb nat\u00ebn e mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Nuk e di si m\u00eb \u00e7uan k\u00ebmb\u00ebt deri n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Pothuajse nuk fjeta at\u00eb nat\u00eb. T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen, n\u00eb turnin e dyt\u00eb, shkova pak m\u00eb her\u00ebt q\u00eb t\u00eb kisha mund\u00ebsi t\u00eb flisja me Markun. E gjeta t\u00eb nxir\u00eb nga nervat. Dukej sheshit q\u00eb edhe ai kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb sherr me prind\u00ebrit e tij.<\/p>\n
– Nes\u00ebr jam mjek roje, do flasim e do ta shkoqisim pun\u00ebn, – m\u00eb tha, nd\u00ebrsa kalonte p\u00ebr t\u00eb shkuar n\u00eb dhom\u00ebn e mjek\u00ebve. Iku si furtuna. Ajo mbasdite n\u00eb pun\u00eb m\u00eb kaloi sikur t\u00eb isha n\u00eb gjendje lufte edhe me ajrin q\u00eb fusja n\u00eb mushk\u00ebri. Nuk dija \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb mendoja. As duart e as k\u00ebmb\u00ebt nuk m\u00eb bindeshin. Kolegia ime n\u00eb fakt m\u00eb mbuloi, i b\u00ebri t\u00eb gjitha ajo. E nes\u00ebrmja erdhi dhe n\u00eb momentin m\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb q\u00eb u pam\u00eb, Marku m\u00eb tha:<\/p>\n
– T\u00eb pres te vendi pas gjys\u00ebm ore, – dhe kaloi.<\/p>\n
Shkova aty ku m\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb dhe e gjeta me kok\u00ebn varur. Sapo hyra n\u00eb dhom\u00eb, ai m\u00eb p\u00ebrqafoi fort, m\u00eb puthi me zjarr, b\u00ebm\u00eb dashuri e nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, m\u00eb tha: – Dua nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb nga ti, t\u00eb lutem. Do t\u00eb t\u00eb ndihmoj un\u00eb ekonomikisht… E di q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb jemi kurr\u00eb burr\u00eb e grua, por e dua nj\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb me ty. – Dhe nuk e mora vesh se si, por m\u00eb tha edhe vendimim q\u00eb kishte marr\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u2019u martuar me nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb q\u00eb ia kishin gjetur prind\u00ebrit e tij. \u2013 Ky \u00ebsht\u00eb takimi yn\u00eb i fundit. Nes\u00ebr do t\u00eb shkojm\u00eb n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e vajz\u00ebs dhe shum\u00eb shpejt do t\u00eb jem i fejuar. T\u00eb lutem n\u00ebse… \u2013 dhe fjala i ngriu, – mos e d\u00ebshto k\u00ebt\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Ashtu si e p\u00ebrhumbur kaluan dit\u00ebt e para, me nj\u00eb dhimbje t\u00eb tmerrshme n\u00eb shpirt. Un\u00eb mbeta shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb, ashtu si\u00e7 ai kishte menduar; helbete ishte mjek dhe i llogariste gj\u00ebrat. Ai u martua me nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb shum\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb. Me siguri, ajo e dinte p\u00ebr ne, sepse m\u00eb shihte sikur t\u00eb isha djalli kur na rastiste t\u00eb shk\u00ebmbeheshim n\u00eb rrug\u00ebt e qytetit. Un\u00eb linda nj\u00eb djal\u00eb, q\u00eb qysh dit\u00ebn e par\u00eb n\u00eb maternitet e pash\u00eb se ishte kopje e Markut dhe ai, kur e vizitoi, e puthi ashtu si\u00e7 m\u00eb kishte puthur mua her\u00ebn e fundit. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, edhe t\u00eb shoqen e kishte shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb. Kur ajo ishte n\u00eb muajin e gjasht\u00eb t\u00eb shtatzanis\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa po ktheheshin nga nj\u00eb das\u00ebm, ndodhi nj\u00eb aksident. N\u00eb at\u00eb aksident vdiq\u00ebn tet\u00eb persona e nd\u00ebr ta ishte dhe Marku bashk\u00eb me bashk\u00ebshorten. Lajmet e dhan\u00eb q\u00eb vdiq\u00ebn shtat\u00eb persona, por un\u00eb po e them tet\u00eb, sepse ishte dhe foshnja n\u00eb barkun e gruas s\u00eb tij. Ka dymb\u00ebdhjet\u00eb vjet q\u00eb ka ndodhur dhe un\u00eb akoma vazhdoj ta qaj me lot\u00ebt e zemr\u00ebs sime ndarjen e tij aq tragjike nga jeta me gjith\u00eb grua e f\u00ebmij\u00eb. I vogli im, ma kujton \u00e7do dit\u00eb at\u00eb dashuri dhe nuk ma kujton vet\u00ebm fytyra e tij e \u00ebmb\u00ebl, por edhe babai i Markut, q\u00eb m\u00eb ndali nj\u00eb dit\u00eb para vitit t\u00eb ri.<\/p>\n
– Mos duhet t\u2019i dhuroj nj\u00eb lod\u00ebr k\u00ebtij yllit t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, – m\u00eb tha nd\u00ebrsa syt\u00eb iu mbush\u00ebn me lot. \u2013E di q\u00eb je djali m\u00eb i bukur jo vet\u00ebm i qytetit, por edhe i Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb? – iu drejtua ai djalit. Nd\u00ebrkoh\u00eb, e arriti edhe gruaja e tij q\u00eb kishte bler\u00eb nj\u00eb lod\u00ebr n\u00eb dyqan dhe po ia jepte djalit. Ata e puth\u00ebn, e p\u00ebrqafuan djalin tim e t\u00eb Markut dhe ik\u00ebn t\u00eb mbytur nga lot\u00ebt. Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb skena q\u00eb kam filluar ta p\u00ebrjetoj gjithmon\u00eb e m\u00eb shpesh me prind\u00ebrit e Markut, sa her\u00eb m\u00eb shohin n\u00eb rrug\u00eb me tim bir…<\/p>\n
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