{"id":1139,"date":"2014-07-12T13:07:18","date_gmt":"2014-07-12T13:07:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=1139"},"modified":"2014-07-14T14:03:44","modified_gmt":"2014-07-14T14:03:44","slug":"lexomesazhe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2014\/07\/lexomesazhe\/","title":{"rendered":"Lexo Mesazhe…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Dedikim Elmaz Lales, mikut tim t\u00eb kahersh\u00ebm e t\u00eb p\u00ebrhersh\u00ebm<\/strong><\/p>\n

– N\u00eb Dib\u00ebr ka qen\u00eb p\u00ebrhapur fjala se nuk ka si fisi Lala,<\/p>\n

Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb fjal\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, se Elmaz Lalen e njoh vet\u00eb…<\/p>\n

– M\u00eb pati th\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb miku im, se n\u00eb Dib\u00ebr thuhet nj\u00eb urim:<\/p>\n

T\u2019u b\u00ebfshin djemt\u00eb si djemt\u00eb e Laleve, aq t\u00eb \u201cvje\u00e7em\u201d e besnik\u00eb t\u00eb fjal\u00ebve!<\/p>\n

– Elmazi kudo ku ka punuar, veten, fisin e ka nderuar<\/p>\n

Si nj\u00eb mjesht\u00ebr n\u00eb timon, si shef n\u00eb seksion…<\/p>\n

– Me men\u00e7uri edhe guxim, prej dekadash n\u00eb arsim…<\/p>\n

Njeri dijes dhe i progresit, larg \u201cpislliqesh\u201d e \u00e7do vesit.<\/p>\n

– Se n\u00eb Dib\u00ebr si p\u00ebr \u201cdreq\u201d, ca njer\u00ebz k\u00ebnaqen kur b\u00ebjn\u00eb keq<\/p>\n

Por shumica jan\u00eb qytetar\u00eb, dhe t\u00eb men\u00e7ur dhe bujar\u00eb<\/p>\n

– I till\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb dhe Elmaz Lala, i kan\u00eb lezet puna e fjala<\/p>\n

Ka q\u00ebn\u00eb dhe kryetar i PS-s\u00eb, por me partit\u00eb nuk ke \u201cbes\u00eb\u201d.<\/p>\n

– Se p\u00ebr Elmazin zem\u00ebr art\u00eb, ishte dasht\u00eb nj\u00eb post i lart\u00eb!<\/p>\n

\u201cTimonierit\u201d Edi Rama do t\u2019ia \u00e7oj nja dy \u201cselama\u201d<\/p>\n

– Nj\u00eb p\u00ebr Dibren e nj\u00eb p\u00ebr ty… se ju jeni nj\u00eb \u201cpasuri\u201d<\/p>\n

Me aq sa ia ke b\u00ebr\u00eb \u201chyzmetin\u201d, t\u00eb pakt\u00ebn t\u00eb \u201ckapesh\u201d ti deputetin<\/p>\n

Por ajo q\u00eb ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi: je shum\u00eb i lart\u00eb si njeri…<\/p>\n

– A e mban mend, Elmaz n\u00eb zbor, fasulen e hanim ne me zor,<\/p>\n

Ndaj dhe blinim gurabia, se ve\u00e7 ato kishte treg\u00ebtia<\/p>\n

– Se shumica n\u00ebp\u00ebr repart, ecnin kot posht\u00eb e lart<\/p>\n

Ne t\u00eb dy rrinim mbi libra, sa na quajt\u00ebn \u201cshkenc\u00ebtar\u00eb\u201d nga Dibra.<\/p>\n

– N\u00eb Peshkopi t\u00eb kish lezet, si p\u00ebr pun\u00eb e \u201cmarifet\u201d<\/p>\n

Jo si ca \u201chapa \u2013 hupa\u201d q\u00eb n\u00eb vend t\u00eb \u201carm\u00ebve shtijn\u00eb me shtupa\u201d.<\/p>\n

– Ca njer\u00ebz atje aspak t\u00eb denj\u00eb, dhe Zoti i ka b\u00ebr\u00eb me shenj\u00eb<\/p>\n

Pijanece edhe \u201csakat\u00eb\u201d… ja \u00e7\u2018mban Dibra jon\u00eb e ngrat\u00eb<\/p>\n

– Kurse ne ec\u00ebm p\u00ebrpara, ve\u00e7 me djers\u00eb e jo me \u201clara\u201d<\/p>\n

N\u00eb Tiran\u00eb prej shum\u00eb vitesh, larg prej veseve e rreziqesh…<\/p>\n

– Psikologe e njer\u00ebz human\u00eb, ne t\u00eb dy ia dolem mban\u00eb…<\/p>\n

Pas shum\u00eb vitesh po t\u00eb shkruaj, si \u201ckthim borxhi\u201d q\u00eb po ta ruaj<\/p>\n

– Q\u00eb f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e tu t\u00eb jen\u00eb krenar\u00eb, p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb baba zem\u00ebr-ar<\/p>\n

Suksese e jet\u00eb pa\u00e7 gjithmon\u00eb<\/p>\n

O \u201cthesari\u201d i Dibr\u00ebs ton\u00eb.<\/p>\n

Miq\u00ebsisht, me dashuri, Prof. Jashar Demiri Cel. 0692255562. <\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Heshtje… <\/strong><\/p>\n

Heshtjen e mbaj neper duar, e hedh, e veshtroj, e vertit, kjo heshtje s\u2019eshte si e jotja, q\u00eb shpirtin me zjarr ma zhurit. Kjo heshtje m\u00eb merzit, m\u00eb tremb. Me lodh kjo vetmi. E marr neper kembe une heshtjen, e shkel, e shtyj dhe e fshij. Por ti je larg\u2026 \u201cLarg\u201d, \u201clarg\u201d peshperisin kujtimet, fotot, pikturat e varura ne mur. \u201cLarg\u201d, me thote vetmia qe m\u00eb varet ne qafe si gur. Ne fund te fundit, \u00e7fare eshte \u201clarg\u201d? Dy kilometra, dyqind, dymije? Larg, larg jane edhe dy hapa, kur ti nj\u00eb here s\u2019mendove t\u00eb shoh\u00ebsh \u00e7far\u00eb le prapa\u2026 Heshtjen e mbaj n\u00ebp\u00ebr duar, e hedh, e v\u00ebrtit, e largoj. Kacafytem me heshtjen \u00e7do dite e prape me heshtjen jetoj. Lida.<\/p>\n

Edhe larg po te jemi, asnje largesi s\u2019mund te na ndaje… As kur mes nesh te kete mbire nj\u00eb bote e madhe dhe kilometrat te na ken marr me vete si dy gjethe vjeshte. Sepse mund t\u00eb mos t\u00eb t\u00eb shoh syri im, as buzet e mija… Por p\u00ebr sa koh\u00eb zemra t\u00eb mban brenda ti do te jesh per mua m\u00eb afer se vet\u00eb jeta ime! T\u00eb dua, yll! G.<\/p>\n

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Ti rrofsh, Kadri Morina<\/strong><\/p>\n

Si\u00e7 mund t\u00eb keni v\u00ebn\u00eb re, ka muaj e muaj q\u00eb me gazet\u00ebn ton\u00eb t\u00eb dashur \u201cIntervista\u201d shkruaj vet\u00ebm urime t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebra, por q\u00eb e arrijn\u00eb at\u00eb q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb arrijn\u00eb. Sot, do t\u00eb k\u00ebrkoj mir\u00ebkuptimin e Redaksis\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb botoj nj\u00eb mesazh pak (fare pak) m\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb dhe q\u00eb ve\u00e7ohet. \u00cbsht\u00eb fjala p\u00ebr t\u00eb mir\u00ebnjohurin Kadri Morina. Ai paska nj\u00eb djal\u00eb me emrin Klark, nj\u00eblloj si ai i komandantit amerikan q\u00eb ishte n\u00eb krye t\u00eb forcave q\u00eb \u00e7liruan Kosov\u00ebn. Ai (Kadriu) shkon n\u00eb Rumani dhe merr pjes\u00eb n\u00eb p\u00ebrurimin e bustit t\u00eb Ismail Qemalit, q\u00eb e ka sponsorizuar vet\u00eb. Dhe, mund ta merrni me mend, se b\u00ebn nj\u00eb bust bronzi. Ai… \u00e7udia vet\u00eb! \u00cbsht\u00eb marr\u00eb vesh, me autoritetet braziliane (atje ku zhvillohet Bot\u00ebrori i futbollit) q\u00eb t\u00eb vendos\u00eb, nj\u00eb nga sheshet e Rios, apo Brazilis\u00eb, bustin e N\u00ebn\u00eb Terez\u00ebs! Si thoni, po t\u2019ju them q\u00eb edhe k\u00ebt\u00eb e ka sponsorizuar ai?! Jan\u00eb jo pak para, por t\u00eb hedhura p\u00ebr dy figura q\u00eb jan\u00eb \u201cgur\u00eb kilometrik\u00eb\u201d n\u00eb historin\u00eb ton\u00eb. Dhe, pastaj, buz\u00ebqeshja e tij e \u00e7ilt\u00ebr. Sa kuksian dhe shqiptar i madh! Rrofsh, o Kadri Morina! Ti i b\u00ebn veprat, gazetari shkruan. Flamur B\u00ebrd\u00ebllima<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Mesazh p\u00ebr letr\u00ebn: \u201cSpiunova shoqen time\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ke b\u00ebr\u00eb shum\u00eb gabim, mendo q\u00eb ke shkat\u00ebrruar nj\u00eb familje, aq m\u00eb tep\u00ebr at\u00eb t\u00eb shoqes t\u00ebnde. N\u00eb qoft\u00eb se do ta doje pa hile, duhet ta bindje q\u00eb t\u00eb hiqte dor\u00eb, n\u00eb rast t\u00eb kund\u00ebrt duhet ta paralajm\u00ebroje q\u00eb do t\u2019i tregoje t\u00eb shoqit. Nj\u00eb shoqe e mir\u00eb b\u00ebn t\u00eb pamunduren q\u00eb t\u00eb tregoj\u00eb rrug\u00ebn e drejt\u00eb. Nuk quhesh shoqe. Do t\u00eb t\u00eb brej\u00eb nd\u00ebrgjegjia kur t\u00eb shikosh f\u00ebmij\u00ebn e saj me prind\u00ebr t\u00eb divorcuar.<\/p>\n

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N\u00ebn\u00ebs sime…<\/strong><\/p>\n

N\u00ebn\u00eb, fjal\u00eb plot kuptim, ka shqiptim, n\u00ebn\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb solle n\u00eb jet\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb lash\u00eb nj\u00eb breng\u00eb p\u00ebr jet\u00eb, m\u00eb fal po t\u00eb pata l\u00ebnduar, po pati ardhur ora q\u00eb duhesha larguar. Ne ishim porsi shoqe q\u00eb mbillnim borzilok e trendafil, p\u00ebr ty sot thura nj\u00eb urim. Urimi del nga zemra q\u00eb pikon gjak, t\u00eb dua moj n\u00ebna ime, t\u00eb dua pa mas\u00eb. Lot\u00ebt sm\u00eb jan\u00eb thar\u00eb, malli m\u00eb ka marr\u00eb me shpirt me mendje me zem\u00ebr gjithmon\u00eb t\u00eb kujtoj n\u00ebna ime. N\u00ebna ime fytyren t\u00ebnde imagjinoj sa e bukur aq e \u00ebmb\u00ebl dhe e ngroht\u00eb, n\u00ebna ime ti ve\u00e7 p\u00ebr mua. Mendoj syt\u00eb e tu, syt\u00eb e tu t\u00eb mbushur me lot, zemra ime jo nuk duron dot n\u00ebna ime. Je ti engj\u00eblli q\u00eb m\u00eb mbron, fjala jote shpirtin ma qet\u00ebson. N\u00ebna ime je m\u00eb e mira n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb. N\u00ebna ime nuk ka gj\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb krahason. Nga Lindita Fier.<\/p>\n

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Kthehu tek un\u00eb…<\/strong><\/p>\n

T\u00eb njoha papritur, ma more zemren me nj\u00eb shikim t\u00eb vet\u00ebm. Zemra m\u00eb tha se me ty kurr\u00eb nuk do ta gjej lumturine por un\u00eb nuk e d\u00ebgjova… E \u00e7far\u00eb b\u00ebra e d\u00ebnova veten me nje dashuri te fundosur qe nga fillimi. Isha verbuar e nuk po e shihja humbjen apo t\u00eb pakten nuk pajtohesha me t\u00eb. Tani nuk kam m\u00eb askujt it lutem, kujt ti zgjas doren per ti ngritur shpresat e mia p\u00ebr jete e jo p\u00ebr te mu kthyer ti se kjo gje kurre nuk do t\u00eb ndodh\u00eb. Net\u00ebt jan\u00eb te pafundme dhe vet\u00ebvrasese pa ty, pa dashurie tende. Vet\u00ebm err\u00ebsira qe mbizotronte brenda mureve te dhomes sime i di te gjitha fshehtesirat e mia, e di dhembjen q\u00eb e ndjej brenda n\u00eb shpirtin e thyer. O Zot i madh q\u00eb je mbi te gjitha, te drejtohem ty, ngaq\u00eb ti je i vetmi qe sundon per fatin e njer\u00ebzve… K\u00ebrkoj nga ti ndihme q\u00eb t\u00eb permir\u00ebsoj gabimin tim e te mos e shkat\u00ebrroj jeten time ne menyren me te vrazhd\u00eb duke humbur veten p\u00ebr nj\u00eb djale. Mir\u00ebpo nese gjith\u00eb kjo vuajtje nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb denim per gabimet e mia ateher te lutem o Zot kthema dashurin time ta kem si dikur prane meje. Por k\u00ebsaj her\u00eb n\u00ebese ma kthen te lutem te jete pergjitmone e jo te me largohet perseri e mua te me perseriten prap keto gjera si\u00e7 po ndjehem tani. Ngush\u00ebllimi i vetem per mua \u00ebsht\u00eb dashuria qe ishte afer meje edhe pse te tjeret na pengonin. E kuptova k\u00ebt\u00eb gje kur te kisha prane, kur zemrat tona rrahnin forte ne kraheror. Po t\u00eb pyes i dashur a jam duke te munguar, a je permalluar te me shohesh, t\u00eb kthehemi ne ditet kur mendonim se vetem ne te dy jemi ne kete bote. E di se zeri im ska fuqi qe te arrij deri atje ku gjendesh tani, e pe ate po vuaj. \u00e7far\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb ndodh\u00eb mua kur ta besh nuse tjetren. Ajo dite do te jete kaptina e fundit e romanit dhe shpresoj qe ndokujt do ti sherbej si mesim p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos rene ne dashuri ne njeri qe i p\u00ebrket tjetres. Oj zemra ime q\u00eb po rrah diku larg meje me kilometra do t\u00eb dua gjithmone, do te behem skllave e ytja sepse n\u00ebse vazhdon te jesh larg nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do te me humbesh pergjithmon\u00eb. Deri at\u00ebher\u00eb do t\u00eb pres kthimin t\u00ebnd.<\/p>\n

Jetoj n\u00eb vetmin\u00eb t\u00ebnde n\u00ebse dikush t\u00eb l\u00ebndon, sa m\u00eb dhemb ta dij se merr frym\u00eb por sje i lumtur. P\u00ebr mua je engj\u00ebll q\u00eb \u00e7do nat\u00eb m\u00eb ruan, q\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebndrrat e mia shton qet\u00ebsin\u00eb. Dhe duke menduar p\u00ebr ty pikon loti q\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb ti e fshije nga syt\u00eb e mi. E mallkoj dit\u00ebn kur rrethanat tona na ndan. E mallkoj \u00e7do minut q\u00eb ma kaplon shpirtin me vetmin\u00eb e ankthit tim. E mallkoj jet\u00ebn q\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebri t\u00eb vuaj, e mallkoj bot\u00ebn q\u00eb jam e vetmuar, sa do t\u00eb doja q\u00eb s\u00eb paku vet\u00ebm dhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00eb kem af\u00ebr q\u00eb t\u00eb mund t\u00eb t\u00eb ndjej e t\u00eb t\u00eb shtr\u00ebngoj fort. Kudo q\u00eb je mos harro q\u00eb edhe pse jemi larg zemrat tona jan\u00eb af\u00ebr. Nuk mund t\u00eb t\u00eb them dot lamtumir\u00eb, n\u00ebse n\u00eb jet\u00eb ishe i vetmi q\u00eb e dashurova. Nuk mund t\u00eb flas e t\u00eb b\u00ebj gjoja jam e lumtur. N\u00eb hap\u00ebsiren time po plas jeta ime. P\u00ebr \u00e7far\u00eb jam n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb n\u00ebse kur kjo nuk rrotullohet. Jam e vetme k\u00ebtu dhe lutem p\u00ebr plag\u00ebt t\u00eb shkojn\u00eb, zemra ime ka hakmarrje q\u00eb ma b\u00ebn t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb t\u00eb zgjohem. Sdua t\u00eb dor\u00ebzohem, dua t\u00eb t\u00eb kem af\u00ebr t\u00eb kaloj jet\u00ebn me ty p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb. T\u00eb t\u00eb dua, nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb zgjidhje, sepse n\u00ebse nuk t\u00eb kam, at\u00ebhere ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb e kot\u00eb. Por \u00e7far\u00ebdo q\u00eb ndodh me mua, t\u00eb lutem, kurr\u00eb mos m\u00eb harro. Eri.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Dedikim Elmaz Lales, mikut tim t\u00eb kahersh\u00ebm e t\u00eb p\u00ebrhersh\u00ebm – N\u00eb Dib\u00ebr ka qen\u00eb p\u00ebrhapur fjala se nuk ka si fisi Lala, Kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb fjal\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, se Elmaz Lalen e njoh vet\u00eb… – M\u00eb pati th\u00ebn\u00eb nj\u00eb miku im, se n\u00eb Dib\u00ebr thuhet nj\u00eb urim: T\u2019u b\u00ebfshin djemt\u00eb si djemt\u00eb e Laleve, aq […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[104],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1139","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mesazhe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1139","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1139"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1139\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1139"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1139"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1139"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}