{"id":10775,"date":"2015-10-15T14:30:00","date_gmt":"2015-10-15T12:30:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=10775"},"modified":"2015-10-15T10:11:51","modified_gmt":"2015-10-15T08:11:51","slug":"dhimbje-e-dashuruar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2015\/10\/dhimbje-e-dashuruar\/","title":{"rendered":"Dhimbje e dashuruar&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>T\u00eb njoha krejt papritur nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb brisht\u00eb vjeshte, at\u00eb dit\u00eb kur t\u00eb kisha par\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Ti q\u00eb m\u00eb jepje ngacmime t\u00eb lehta, m\u00eb shkat\u00ebrrove&#8230; T\u00eb v\u00ebshtroja gjithmon\u00eb tek t\u00eb shihja me pamje serioze, me dy sy ironizuese q\u00eb shprehnin nj\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb me dashuri. T\u00eb shihja me habi e hutohesha te fytyra jote magjep\u00ebse. Para saj un\u00eb s\u2019mund t\u00eb rezistoja. T\u00eb shihja e heshtja dhe ndjenja m\u00eb kalonte shpesh e m\u00eb shpesh dhe se dija q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb arrija dot. Por sonte ajo mu ndez flak\u00eb, si nj\u00eb llav\u00eb p\u00ebrv\u00ebluese q\u00eb vrapon, e \u201cshkat\u00ebrron\u201d gjith\u00eb q\u00ebnien time! T\u00eb ndesha papritmas, ishe ti \u201cidhulli im\u201d i preferuar q\u00eb u zbulove. O Zot, sa m\u00eb trembi fytyra jote! Ndjeva nj\u00ebher\u00ebsh n\u00eb kok\u00eb nj\u00eb goditje rrufeje t\u00eb tmerrshme. Brenda meje u ndez ai zjarr q\u00eb sdo t\u00eb shuhet kurr\u00eb, ai zjarr q\u00eb po m\u00eb djeg&#8230; Ja sdo t\u00eb t\u00eb doja ta besoja se prishe jet\u00ebn time se vrave \u00ebndrr\u00ebn time! Mallkuar qoft\u00eb dita q\u00eb t\u00eb njoha! Q\u00eb nga ajo dit\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb ndieva brenda zemr\u00ebs, un\u00eb nuk shoh asgj\u00eb ve\u00e7 imazhin t\u00ebnd t\u00eb bukur, q\u00eb koha m\u00eb nguliti n\u00eb memorien time p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos e harruar kurr\u00eb. Ah, dashuria ime e dhimbshme m\u00eb hoqe zvarr\u00eb si kufom\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb \u00e7uar drejt shkat\u00ebrrimit! C\u2019mund t\u00eb b\u00ebj p\u00ebr ty zem\u00ebr?! Dua t\u00eb hyj n\u00eb zem\u00ebr m\u00eb thell\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb t\u00eb njohur. Dua t\u00eb hyj n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn t\u00ebnde! U k\u00ebrrusa, u b\u00ebra l\u00ebmsh sa nj\u00eb top, por prap\u00eb zemra jote sm\u00eb nxuri dot! Dhe, ja sillesh rreth meje, si nj\u00eb statuj\u00eb e akullt, pa m\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb asgj\u00eb&#8230; Jam p\u00ebrmbytur n\u00eb vorbull\u00ebn e nj\u00eb mendimi t\u00eb vet\u00ebm, n\u00eb gjirin e nj\u00eb andrrale t\u00eb panjohur. Buz\u00ebqeshja jote e ftoht\u00eb m\u00eb hodhi n\u00eb fatkeq\u00ebsi! Ka shum\u00eb akull mes nesh. Megjithat\u00eb shikimi yt rr\u00ebnoi edhe at\u00eb zem\u00ebr q\u00eb e kishte provuar sa duhet ndjesit\u00eb q\u00eb sjell dashuria. Dhe, ja tani un\u00eb si nj\u00eb \u201clypsar\u201d i zemr\u00ebs t\u00ebnde n\u00eb aparenc\u00eb Lyp, neglizhoj, n\u00eb mos guximin e asaj fjale t\u00eb shkurt\u00ebr q\u00eb smundem ta them! Nd\u00ebrsa ti \u201ckufom\u00ebn\u201d time, shpirtin tim m\u00ebkatar e t\u00eb pabindur, pashtirrmat e dhimbshme, \u00ebndrrat e larg\u00ebta t\u00eb epshit, mundish\u00ebm n\u00eb m\u00ebrgim po m\u00eb \u00e7on p\u00ebrjet\u00eb. P\u00ebr shpirtin tim me rastin e dit\u00eblindjes. Alban Arapi.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>T\u00eb njoha krejt papritur nj\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb brisht\u00eb vjeshte, at\u00eb dit\u00eb kur t\u00eb kisha par\u00eb n\u00eb nj\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Ti q\u00eb m\u00eb jepje ngacmime t\u00eb lehta, m\u00eb shkat\u00ebrrove&#8230; T\u00eb v\u00ebshtroja gjithmon\u00eb tek t\u00eb shihja me pamje serioze, me dy sy ironizuese q\u00eb shprehnin nj\u00eb bot\u00eb t\u00eb t\u00ebr\u00eb me dashuri. T\u00eb shihja me habi e [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[836,104],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10775","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-komunikoni-me-njeri-tjetrin-2","category-mesazhe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10775","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10775"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10775\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10775"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10775"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10775"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}