{"id":10741,"date":"2015-10-13T14:30:11","date_gmt":"2015-10-13T12:30:11","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/?p=10741"},"modified":"2015-10-13T11:47:04","modified_gmt":"2015-10-13T09:47:04","slug":"shpjegimi-i-endrrave-tuaja-108","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/2015\/10\/shpjegimi-i-endrrave-tuaja-108\/","title":{"rendered":"Shpjegimi i endrrave tuaja&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>E veshur me vello<br \/>\n&#8211; P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje. Kam par\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr sikur isha n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, zbrita n\u00eb katin e par\u00eb dhe hyra n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr. Aty parukierja po priste t\u00eb m\u00eb vishte nuse. Un\u00eb u rregullova gjysm\u00eb dhe dola lart n\u00eb klas\u00eb, e veshur me vello. Takova babin, por nuk m\u00eb foli, vet\u00ebm vendosi nj\u00eb kapele policie. M\u00eb von\u00eb takova mamin q\u00eb m\u00eb shoq\u00ebroi me makin\u00eb (nat\u00ebn me shoqen e saj) dhe i thash\u00eb: \u201cDo iki n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb\u201d. Vellon e kisha hequr q\u00eb t\u00eb mos e dinte familja, i k\u00ebrkova lek\u00eb dhe m\u00eb dha 50 mij\u00eb, por i mora vet\u00ebm 5 mij\u00eb. Kalova n\u00ebp\u00ebr d\u00ebrrasa mbi uj\u00eb derisa arrita n\u00eb qend\u00ebr t\u00eb qytetit. Aty takova kush\u00ebrinj q\u00eb d\u00ebgjonin muzik\u00eb n\u00eb rrug\u00eb dhe un\u00eb e kisha me ngut. Doja nj\u00eb djal\u00eb, por ai nuk e dinte se po b\u00ebhesha nuse. N\u00eb realitet, jam e sh\u00ebndosh\u00eb, kurse aty dilja e dob\u00ebt, por bukur me vello. Ju lutem, m\u00eb tregoni \u00e7\u2019do t\u00eb thot\u00eb, se jam e m\u00ebrzitur. 22 vje\u00e7arja.<br \/>\n&#8211; E dashur 22 vje\u00e7are, s\u00eb pari, \u00ebndrra juaj tregon gjendjen tuaj aktuale; jeni e m\u00ebrzitur, e shqet\u00ebsuar dhe ndiheni e vetmuar. Arsyen p\u00ebrse, e dini vet\u00ebm ju. Velloja tregon si d\u00ebshir\u00ebn p\u00ebr t\u00eb b\u00ebr\u00eb serioze nj\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie, ashtu edhe nj\u00eb lloj shqet\u00ebsimi fizik. Nga m\u00ebrzia mund t\u00eb kaloni pak probleme sh\u00ebndet\u00ebsore, ndaj duhet t\u00eb keni kujdes. Babai e mami jan\u00eb njer\u00ebzit tuaj m\u00eb t\u00eb dashur, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt shqet\u00ebsohen kur ju shohin t\u00eb m\u00ebrzitur. Keni nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr mb\u00ebshtetjen e tyre, por p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb duhet t\u00eb flisni me ta, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos i mbani p\u00ebrbrenda ato \u00e7far\u00eb keni. Keni shum\u00eb frik\u00eb t\u00eb hapeni, por kjo \u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00ebnyra m\u00eb e mir\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb mos ndiheni vet\u00ebm. Duhet ta largoni m\u00ebrzin\u00eb, sepse \u00ebndrra tregon q\u00eb po m\u00ebrziteni kot, p\u00ebr di\u00e7ka q\u00eb nuk ia vlen, nd\u00ebrsa p\u00ebrsa i p\u00ebrket an\u00ebs sh\u00ebndet\u00ebsore fizike, \u00ebndrra ju k\u00ebshillon t\u00eb kujdeseni m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Pse nuk mendoni t\u00eb regjistroheni n\u00eb palest\u00ebr? N\u00eb momentin q\u00eb do t\u00eb filloni t\u00eb kujdeseni p\u00ebr veten tuaj, edhe gjendja juaj shpirt\u00ebrore do t\u00eb ndryshoj\u00eb. B\u00ebhuni m\u00eb egoiste.<\/p>\n<p>Yje q\u00eb binin<br \/>\n&#8211; Kam par\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr sikur ishte nat\u00eb e un\u00eb po shihja qiellin q\u00eb ishte i mbushur me yje. Papritur yjet filluan t\u00eb binin dhe un\u00eb fillova t\u00eb shprehja d\u00ebshira. \u00c7far\u00eb kuptimi ka \u00ebndrra ime, ju lutem?<br \/>\n&#8211; Yjet n\u00eb vetvete jan\u00eb shenj\u00eb pozitive, por n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn koh\u00eb shprehin nj\u00eb lloj \u00e7orientimi t\u00eb personit q\u00eb i shikon. Keni shum\u00eb \u00ebndrra dhe d\u00ebshira p\u00ebr t\u00eb realizuar, por nuk dini nga t\u2019ia filloni dhe kjo jua v\u00ebshtir\u00ebson m\u00eb shum\u00eb gjendjen tuaj. Duke qen\u00eb se shprehni d\u00ebshira, \u00ebndrra ju sugjeron t\u2019i merrni nj\u00eb nga nj\u00eb e me qet\u00ebsi projektet tuaja dhe do t\u00eb shikoni se do t\u00eb realizohen ashtu si\u00e7 i shprehni. Vet\u00ebm kini kujdes, mos u nxitoni. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>E veshur me vello &#8211; P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje. Kam par\u00eb n\u00eb \u00ebnd\u00ebrr sikur isha n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb, zbrita n\u00eb katin e par\u00eb dhe hyra n\u00eb nj\u00eb dhom\u00eb t\u00eb vjet\u00ebr. Aty parukierja po priste t\u00eb m\u00eb vishte nuse. Un\u00eb u rregullova gjysm\u00eb dhe dola lart n\u00eb klas\u00eb, e veshur me vello. Takova babin, por nuk m\u00eb foli, vet\u00ebm vendosi [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[91,219],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10741","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-endrra","category-pyetje-pergjigje"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10741","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10741"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10741\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10741"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10741"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10741"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}