Nuk e di \u00e7`m\u00eb shtyri t\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Nuk jam poete, por m\u00eb beso se k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb nuk dalin nga koka ime, por nga zemra. Dalin nga thell\u00ebsia e zemr\u00ebs, aty ku je vendosur edhe ti. Po t\u00eb shkruaj, se m\u00eb mungon sonte ashtu sikur i mungojn\u00eb detit val\u00ebt, si qiellit yjet, si syrit loti. M\u00eb beso se t\u00eb dua shum\u00eb. M\u00eb beso se ti dhe vetem ti sundon n\u00eb zemr\u00ebn time. Ti je ai p\u00ebr t\u00eb cil\u00ebn kam pritur gjat\u00eb, pa ty jam gjysm\u00eb. Do t\u00eb jap gjith\u00eb\u00e7ka dhe do t\u00eb heq dor\u00eb nga gjith\u00eb\u00e7ka p\u00ebr ty, nga vetja ime dhe nga gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb zot\u00ebroj. Do t\u00eb jetoj vetem p\u00ebr ty. Do t\u00eb pres, pa marr parasysh sa. Gjithmon\u00eb do t\u00eb tregohem e duruar ndaj teje. Kurr\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb detyroj p\u00ebr ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb, as edhe me fjal\u00eb. Dua t\u00ebt\u00eb udhezoj ty, t\u00eb t\u00eb mbroj dhe t\u00eb ruaj nga \u00e7do e keqe. Dua t\u00eb ndaj me ty mendimet e mia, zemr\u00ebn, trupin dhe gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb kam. Jam e gatshme t\u00eb t\u00eb degjoj gjith\u00e7ka q\u00eb ke p\u00ebr t\u00eb th\u00ebn\u00eb. Nuk dua q\u00eb t\u00eb ndermarr as edhe t\u00eb vdes pa bekimin t\u00ebnd. Ili.
\nTe dashurit tim. Arsyeja q\u00eb un\u00eb jetoj je ti. Arsyeja q\u00eb un\u00eb vuaj je ti. \u201cKujdes n\u00eb dashuri\u201d k\u00ebt\u00eb fjal\u00eb shpesh e thoje ti. Nuk jam n\u00eb gjendje q\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrulem e as t\u00eb shkruaj p\u00ebr dashurin\u00eb time t\u00eb madhe por vuajtja… dhe vuajtja u b\u00eb forc\u00eb fizike, e jo kurr\u00eb forc\u00eb shpirt\u00ebrore. Ti je ende shpresa e jet\u00ebs time, e m\u00eb shum\u00eb se \u00e7do gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb d\u00ebshiroj n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb. Kujtimet e mira tani m\u00eb mundojn\u00eb, e m\u00eb mundojn\u00eb pa ty. Sa do te isha e lumtur sikur te perqafoja gjith\u00ebhere…te te them t\u00eb dua…ta dhurova dashurine…do te beja \u00e7do gje qe te bej te lumtur. Ti je kujtesa e ve\u00e7ant\u00eb e jet\u00ebs dhe zemr\u00ebs time dhe shpresoj e do t\u00eb luftoj q\u00eb t\u00eb jesh gjithmon\u00eb. N\u00eb fillim, at\u00ebher\u00eb kur fillova t\u00eb njoh aft\u00ebsit e tua, k\u00ebrkoja forc\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb them se te dashuroj me shpirt por kisha frike mos te humbja te terin..mora guxim ne fund dhe ehh mu duk se isha me e lumtura ne bot\u00eb. Por m\u00eb n\u00eb fund duhet t\u00eb pajtohem me realitetin qe s`mund te b\u00ebhesh i imi, edhe pse te kam afer me zemer e me trup large. Lili.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Nuk e di \u00e7`m\u00eb shtyri t\u00eb t\u00eb shkruaj n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb nat\u00eb t\u00eb gjat\u00eb. Nuk jam poete, por m\u00eb beso se k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb nuk dalin nga koka ime, por nga zemra. Dalin nga thell\u00ebsia e zemr\u00ebs, aty ku je vendosur edhe ti. Po t\u00eb shkruaj, se m\u00eb mungon sonte ashtu sikur i mungojn\u00eb detit val\u00ebt, si […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[836,104],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10483","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-komunikoni-me-njeri-tjetrin-2","category-mesazhe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10483","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10483"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10483\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10483"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10483"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10483"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}