T\u00eb dashur lexues, un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam nj\u00eb burr\u00eb tashm\u00eb rreth t\u00eb 65-tave. T\u00eb gjitha pun\u00ebt i kam n\u00eb rregull. I kam martuar f\u00ebmij\u00ebt dhe jam b\u00ebr\u00eb gjysh. Jam dhe n\u00eb pun\u00eb se ende munda ta zgjas e t\u00eb mos dal n\u00eb pension. Edhe me gruan shkoj mir\u00eb dhe nuk kam probleme. I vetmi problem, n\u00ebse mund ta quaj t\u00eb till\u00eb, \u00ebsht\u00eb ai q\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhi para tre muajsh. N\u00eb nj\u00eb aktivitet u njoha me nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr. Po e quaj k\u00ebshtu se nuk e di t\u2019i them vajz\u00eb apo grua, sepse nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb e martuar. Ajo \u00ebsht\u00eb rreth t\u00eb tridhjetave, nj\u00eb fem\u00ebr me plot kuptimin e fjal\u00ebs. Rast\u00ebsisht u ula pran\u00eb saj, sepse kisha shkuar me vones\u00eb dhe ishin z\u00ebn\u00eb vendet e fillimit, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb u ula n\u00eb fund.<\/p>\n
N\u00eb fillim nuk e vura re, por kur ajo m\u00eb tha n\u00ebse mund t\u2019ia shikoja vendin se mos e zinin, se i duhej t\u00eb dilte t\u00eb fliste n\u00eb telefon, si nj\u00eb shigjet\u00eb Kupidi sh\u00ebnoi ajo fem\u00ebr tek un\u00eb. Nuk e besoja se n\u00eb mosh\u00ebn time mund t\u00eb m\u00eb ndodhte kjo gj\u00eb. Mezi prita sa t\u00eb kthehej dhe desha t\u2019i flisja, por goja m\u2019u mbyll si t\u00eb ma kishin qepur. M\u00eb erdhi radha p\u00ebr t\u00eb folur n\u00eb podium, por ndryshe nga her\u00ebt e tjera, kisha shum\u00eb emocione, gj\u00eb q\u00eb nuk m\u00eb kishte ndodhur m\u00eb par\u00eb. Mendova se kjo gj\u00eb ishte e natyrshme dhe p\u00ebr momentin nuk gjeta nj\u00eb arsye pse m\u00eb ndodhi k\u00ebshtu. Nuk prita as reagimin e saj, e cila kur u ula, m\u00eb tha:<\/p>\n
– Fol\u00ebt shum\u00eb bukur!<\/p>\n
– Faleminderit! – i thash\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Isha kthyer n\u00eb nj\u00eb njeri i cili po belb\u00ebzonte, sepse fjal\u00ebt mezi m\u00eb dilnin. Tani q\u00eb po tregoj k\u00ebt\u00eb m\u00eb vjen dhe pak turp, por ja q\u00eb jeta i ka k\u00ebto. At\u00eb dit\u00eb munda vet\u00ebm t\u00eb mbaja mend emrin e saj q\u00eb t\u00eb pyesja m\u00eb von\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb. E kisha l\u00ebn\u00eb p\u00ebr m\u00eb von\u00eb dhe sa zgjati kjo, do thoni ju? Sapo shkova n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi mora organizatorin e aktivitetit dhe e pyeta n\u00eb nj\u00eb form\u00eb t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme p\u00ebr t\u00eb. I thash\u00eb se m\u00eb duhej nj\u00eb p\u00ebrkthyese dhe meq\u00eb vajza q\u00eb ishte ulur pran\u00eb meje m\u00eb kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb se ishte p\u00ebrkthyese, m\u00eb duhej numri i saj i telefonit. Ai ma dha numrin dhe instinktivisht i rash\u00eb menj\u00ebher\u00eb. Nj\u00eb her\u00eb nuk u p\u00ebrgjigj njeri. I rash\u00eb p\u00ebr s\u00eb dyti dhe m\u00eb doli nj\u00eb burr\u00eb.<\/p>\n
– M\u00eb falni, i kam r\u00ebn\u00eb gabim…<\/p>\n
– S\u2019ka problem! – ma ktheu burri n\u00eb telefon qet\u00ebsisht.<\/p>\n
T\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen m\u00eb mori ajo n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes.<\/p>\n
– P\u00ebrsh\u00ebndetje! M\u00eb keni telefonuar dje n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb num\u00ebr. M\u00eb falni q\u00eb po ju marr me vones\u00eb, por isha e z\u00ebn\u00eb. A mund ta di se si mund t\u2019ju ndihmoj?<\/p>\n
– M\u00eb falni n\u00ebse ju kam shqet\u00ebsuar. Ne u takuam n\u00eb aktivitetin e pardjesh\u00ebm dhe meq\u00eb m\u00eb lindi nevoja p\u00ebr nj\u00eb p\u00ebrkthyese, mendova se mos jeni e interesuar. – i fola me shum\u00eb takt, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos dyshonte.<\/p>\n
– Faleminderit, po jam e interesuar. M\u00eb thoni si \u00ebsht\u00eb puna dhe pastaj vendosim.<\/p>\n
– Dakord, por si d\u00ebshironi, me telefon apo t\u00eb takohemi? Gjithmon\u00eb, pa ju prishur pun\u00eb.<\/p>\n
– Jo, nuk m\u00eb prishni asnj\u00eb pun\u00eb. Besoj se n\u00eb telefon nuk mund t\u00eb merremi vesh edhe aq mir\u00eb, prandaj p\u00ebr mua nuk ka problem t\u00eb takohemi.<\/p>\n
– Dakord, – i thash\u00eb dhe lam\u00eb dit\u00ebn dhe or\u00ebn e takimit.<\/p>\n
Isha shum\u00eb i emocionuar dhe k\u00ebt\u00eb e vuri re edhe ime shoqe.<\/p>\n
– \u00c7\u2019ke q\u00eb je kaq i shqet\u00ebsuar? Mos ke ndonj\u00eb problem?<\/p>\n
– Jo, asnj\u00eb, zem\u00ebr. Kam nj\u00eb takim pune tani e po reflektoj se si do t\u00eb veproj.<\/p>\n
– Mir\u00eb! – tha ajo qet\u00eb. \u00cbsht\u00eb nj\u00eb grua e ve\u00e7ant\u00eb, q\u00eb nuk ta prish p\u00ebr asgj\u00eb. Nuk t\u00eb shqet\u00ebson me telefonata e pyetje t\u00eb kota dhe ndoshta nga kjo un\u00eb kisha m\u00eb shum\u00eb se duhet emocione.<\/p>\n
U takuam dhe menj\u00ebher\u00eb kuptova se ajo q\u00eb ndjeja ishte nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb e pap\u00ebrshkrueshme. Ajo p\u00ebr mua ishte si nj\u00eb rrufe e r\u00ebn\u00eb nga qielli. Biseduam dhe i tregova materialin. N\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, un\u00eb mund ta p\u00ebrktheja edhe vet\u00eb, por e kisha sajuar enkas p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb takim. U ndam\u00eb mir\u00eb, u mor\u00ebm vesh edhe p\u00ebr pages\u00ebn dhe u ngrit\u00ebm nga aty ku kishim q\u00ebndruar p\u00ebr gati dy or\u00eb. Nuk e kisha kuptuar se si kaloi koha, aq mir\u00eb u ndjeva. Ajo do ta p\u00ebrfundonte pas nj\u00eb jave dhe gjat\u00eb k\u00ebsaj kohe, ne kontaktonim p\u00ebr gj\u00ebra t\u00eb cilat i dilnin gjat\u00eb p\u00ebrkthimit. Kur ajo i binte numrit tim, gjith\u00eb trupi m\u00eb b\u00ebhej me mornica. Mezi po prisja dit\u00ebn kur ta mbaronte e t\u00eb takoheshim p\u00ebrs\u00ebri.<\/p>\n
Dhe ja, dita erdhi. U takuam n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjtin lokal. Ajo dukej pak e shqet\u00ebsuar. Materialin e kishte mbaruar dhe e kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb shum\u00eb mir\u00eb.<\/p>\n
– T\u00eb lumt\u00eb! Ke punuar mjaft mir\u00eb…<\/p>\n
– Faleminderit! – tha me gjysm\u00eb z\u00ebri.<\/p>\n
– M\u00eb fal, se nuk m\u00eb takon mua t\u00eb pyes, por sikur nuk ndjeheni mir\u00eb…<\/p>\n
– Jo, s\u2019ka gj\u00eb. Tashm\u00eb ne jemi t\u00eb njohur. Kemi b\u00ebr\u00eb aq shum\u00eb biseda telefonike me nj\u00ebri-tjetrin sa mund t\u00eb quhemi miq. Mir\u00eb e keni, nuk ndjehem shum\u00eb mir\u00eb sot…<\/p>\n
– Mos keni ndonj\u00eb problem sh\u00ebndet\u00ebsor?<\/p>\n
– Jo, fatmir\u00ebsisht, jo! Kam vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb problem t\u00eb vog\u00ebl me t\u00eb dashurin, por besoj se do t\u00eb kaloj\u00eb.<\/p>\n
– Kur t\u00eb doni un\u00eb jam gati t\u2019ju d\u00ebgjoj e t\u2019ju ndihmoj me aq sa mundem.<\/p>\n
Kur thash\u00eb k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb, ajo ngriti kok\u00ebn dhe m\u00eb pa me nj\u00eb v\u00ebshtrim t\u00eb dashur e shum\u00eb besues.<\/p>\n
– Faleminderit! – tha si m\u00eb e qet\u00ebsuar.<\/p>\n
– Kur t\u00eb duash mund t\u00eb m\u00eb telefonosh dhe takohemi.<\/p>\n
Un\u00eb mezi prisja t\u00eb m\u00eb telefononte dhe kjo telefonat\u00eb nuk vonoi. U takuam dhe ajo m\u00eb tregoi gjith\u00e7ka. Kishte zbuluar se i dashuri kishte nj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr dhe do t\u00eb largohej jasht\u00eb vendit e do t\u00eb mbetej vet\u00ebm. Ajo vinte nga nj\u00eb vend i vog\u00ebl i Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb dhe t\u00eb gjitha shpenzimet i mbulonte vet\u00eb. Pra, p\u00ebrve\u00e7 vetmis\u00eb, do t\u2019i shtoheshin edhe problemet financiare. Nga nj\u00ebra an\u00eb u m\u00ebrzita, por nga ana tjet\u00ebr u g\u00ebzova se pash\u00eb nj\u00eb drit\u00eb shprese p\u00ebr vete dhe p\u00ebr nj\u00eb lidhje mes ne t\u00eb dyve.<\/p>\n
– P\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka do t\u00eb m\u00eb kesh mua. Mos u shqet\u00ebso, se un\u00eb do t\u00eb jem p\u00ebr ty i gatsh\u00ebm kur t\u00eb duash.<\/p>\n
– Nuk dua t\u2019ju shqet\u00ebsoj as ju me k\u00ebto problemet e mia. Pastaj, duhet t\u2019i zgjidh vet\u00eb, apo jo?<\/p>\n
– S\u2019ka r\u00ebnd\u00ebsi n\u00eb i zgjidh vet\u00eb apo me t\u00eb tjer\u00eb. Miqt\u00eb p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb jan\u00eb, p\u00ebr ndihm\u00eb n\u00eb dit\u00eb t\u00eb v\u00ebshtir\u00eb. \u2013 i thash\u00eb dhe pash\u00eb se k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb b\u00ebn\u00eb efekt menj\u00ebher\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Pak nga pak, q\u00eb nga ajo dit\u00eb, mes nesh u krijua nj\u00eb lidhje e fort\u00eb e shum\u00eb e sinqert\u00eb dhe \u00e7\u2019\u00ebsht\u00eb m\u00eb e r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishmja, nj\u00eb dashuri e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb m\u00eb erdhi t\u00eb m\u00eb takonte nj\u00eb djal\u00eb i ri. Ishte shum\u00eb i shqet\u00ebsuar dhe m\u00eb shihte sikur do t\u00eb m\u00eb mbyste. Nuk e njihja, por ai, pa pritur t\u00eb prezantoheshim fare, m\u00eb tha:<\/p>\n
– B\u00ebn sikur nuk m\u00eb njeh?<\/p>\n
– Nuk b\u00ebj, por nuk ju njoh, djalosh.<\/p>\n
– Po, djalosh jam dhe jo plak si ti! – tha ai shum\u00eb eg\u00ebrsisht.<\/p>\n
– Ju lutem, mbani goj\u00ebn dhe mos m\u00eb flisni k\u00ebshtu! – e urdh\u00ebrova m\u00eb nj\u00eb ton z\u00ebri q\u00eb mund ta pasonte ndonj\u00eb grindje.<\/p>\n
– Nuk m\u00eb njeh mua, por njeh t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn time. U zbute tani? Nuk e sheh n\u00eb \u00e7\u2019mosh\u00eb je dhe b\u00ebn veprime t\u00eb tilla?<\/p>\n
– M\u00eb fal, po un\u00eb nuk t\u00eb njoh as ty dhe as t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn t\u00ebnde. – b\u00ebra sikur se menj\u00ebher\u00eb e kuptova se kush ishte.<\/p>\n
– Nejse, nuk e kam problem p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Doja vet\u00ebm t\u00eb t\u00eb thoja se n\u00ebse nuk m\u00eb jep nj\u00eb shum\u00eb parash q\u00eb t\u00eb iki jasht\u00eb, un\u00eb do t\u00eb shkoj t\u2019i tregoj gjith\u00e7ka gruas dhe f\u00ebmij\u00ebve t\u00eb tu. At\u00ebher\u00eb do ta shikosh \u00e7\u2019do t\u00eb b\u00ebhet me reputacionin t\u00ebnd…<\/p>\n
– E ke gabim. Mos m\u00eb ke ngat\u00ebrruar me ndonj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr? – vazhdova aktrimin un\u00eb, sepse doja pak koh\u00eb t\u00eb mendohesha.<\/p>\n
– Nuk kam koh\u00eb t\u00eb merrem me ty. Nes\u00ebr do t\u00eb vij n\u00eb t\u00eb nj\u00ebjt\u00ebn or\u00eb dhe besoj se do t\u00eb kesh di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr t\u00eb m\u00eb dh\u00ebn\u00eb. \u2013 tha k\u00ebto fjal\u00eb dhe iku.<\/p>\n
Nuk dija \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb b\u00ebja. Megjithat\u00eb, nuk doja t\u00eb shqet\u00ebsoja t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn time e gjithashtu as t\u00eb ma merrte vesh gruaja. Jo se nuk e doja t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn, por vet\u00eb mosha ime nuk m\u00eb lejonte t\u00eb ndahesha nga gruaja e t\u00eb martohesha me t\u00eb. I gjeta lek\u00ebt dhe t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen ia dhash\u00eb. Pra, bleva heshtjen e tij dhe lirin\u00eb time p\u00ebr t\u00eb dashuruar at\u00eb fem\u00ebr ideale. Q\u00eb nga ajo dit\u00eb, gjith\u00e7ka shkon mir\u00eb…<\/p>\n
Problemi q\u00ebndron se provoj nj\u00eb ndjenj\u00eb faji ndaj gruas sime. Sa her\u00eb q\u00eb dal me t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn, kur vij n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, marr gruan dhe e nxjerr p\u00ebr t\u2019i b\u00ebr\u00eb qejfin. E di se kjo nuk do t\u00eb thot\u00eb asgj\u00eb, por edhe mua m\u00eb erdhi e papritur kjo dashuri p\u00ebr k\u00ebt\u00eb vajz\u00eb t\u00eb mrekullueshme.<\/p>\n
Edhe ajo ndjehet keq dhe gjithmon\u00eb m\u00eb thot\u00eb se po b\u00ebjm\u00eb nj\u00eb m\u00ebkat dhe vendosim ta provojm\u00eb t\u00eb mos takohemi, por \u00ebsht\u00eb e pamundur. Nuk e di fundin e k\u00ebsaj dashurie, por p\u00ebr momentin m\u00eb mbetet vet\u00ebm ta shijoj e t\u00eb ruhem q\u00eb t\u00eb mos e marrin vesh njer\u00ebzit e familjes sime.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
T\u00eb dashur lexues, un\u00eb q\u00eb po ju shkruaj jam nj\u00eb burr\u00eb tashm\u00eb rreth t\u00eb 65-tave. T\u00eb gjitha pun\u00ebt i kam n\u00eb rregull. I kam martuar f\u00ebmij\u00ebt dhe jam b\u00ebr\u00eb gjysh. Jam dhe n\u00eb pun\u00eb se ende munda ta zgjas e t\u00eb mos dal n\u00eb pension. Edhe me gruan shkoj mir\u00eb dhe nuk kam probleme. I […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[95],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10392","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rrefime-mekatesh"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10392","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10392"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10392\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10392"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10392"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10392"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}