I panjohuri im edhe pse sot lot\u00eb m\u00eb rrodh\u00ebn n\u00eb sy nga fjal\u00ebt e tua ti kam falur t\u00eb gjitha sepse e di se ato ishin shp\u00ebrthim i \u00e7astit sepse nuk ka se si ndryshe, dhe thell\u00eb teje ti je ndryshe, ashtu si\u00e7 un\u00eb t\u00eb kam\u00eb njohur!!! Migu.<\/p>\n
Endem si nj\u00eb e verb\u00ebr n\u00eb \u00ebndrrat e mia, m\u00eb nuk m\u00eb mbeti as edhe nj\u00eb rreze drite mbi tempullin e epsheve t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb. \u00cbndrra me er\u00ebn e detit e kjo qet\u00ebsi e k\u00ebsaj nate t\u00eb zbraz\u00ebt m\u00eb shpjerin atje, ku ti humbe n\u00eb vorgullat e r\u00ebr\u00ebs si nj\u00eb Perendi me krah\u00eb t\u00eb zinj\u00eb. Val\u00ebt heshtin edhe pse e qajn\u00eb at\u00eb t\u00eb shkret\u00eb shk\u00ebmb, por nuk flasin, fjal\u00ebt e tyre u zhduken nga kristali i shpirtrave m\u00ebkatar\u00eb at\u00eb dit\u00eb.. As dielli nuk m\u00eb shikon\u00eb m\u00eb, a thua pse ndjej\u00eb aq shum\u00eb ftoht\u00eb edhe kur ai m\u00eb rri pran\u00eb, pse qielli rri i skuqur si syt\u00eb e nj\u00eb t\u00eb dehuri sikur\u00eb bota do marr\u00eb fund.. Gjith\u00e7ka do t\u00eb duhej t\u00eb p\u00ebrfundonte at\u00eb \u00e7ast por ishte deti q\u00eb heshti dhe nuk i mori t\u00eb gjitha, q\u00eb gjith\u00e7ka t\u00eb mbetej si nj\u00eb ark\u00eb e pavler\u00eb e varrosur thell\u00eb n\u00eb shpirtin e err\u00ebt t\u00eb tij… Por na la t\u00eb vazhdonim rrug\u00ebn e humbur. Ishte dit\u00eb vere, ishte dit\u00eb mrekullie, e k\u00ebta engjuj demon m\u00eb shtyjn\u00eb ta kujtoj\u00eb si dit\u00eb zie e t\u00eb falem para tyre. Por edhe sikur uji i gjith\u00eb k\u00ebsaj bote t\u00eb m\u00eb v\u00ebrsulej, e era shtrig\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00ebrplaste, apo ata t\u00eb m\u00eb vrisnin, un\u00eb dashurin\u00eb do ta ruaj, do ta ruaj si m\u00ebkatin m\u00eb t\u00eb bukur, si thesarin m\u00eb t\u00eb shtrenjt\u00eb, e at\u00eb dit\u00eb do ta kujtoj gjithmon\u00eb sa her\u00eb jeta ime k\u00ebrkon lumturi!<\/p>\n
N\u00ebse dhomat e shpirtit tim do vizitoje cfar\u00eb pretendon se do shikoje? Cilin p\u00ebrbind\u00ebsh mendon se fsheh? Po t\u00eb zhg\u00ebnjej, por nuk m\u00eb njeh. Nuk ka nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb trokitur. Hyr, shih, k\u00ebrko, mbete e habitur… Mure t\u00eb zbraz\u00ebt lyer pa ngjyra fotografi, por pa fytyra… Diku e hedhur af\u00ebr shtratit eshte nje kuti e tersit, fatit e mbushur plot \u00ebsht\u00eb me kujtime. Brenda gjith\u00eb historia ime. Jan\u00eb fjal\u00ebt q\u00eb kam th\u00ebn\u00eb aty, gjithkush q\u00eb njoha, perfshi ty. Gjithcka q\u00eb b\u00ebra, e ve\u00e7 \u00ebnd\u00ebrrova vendet ku shkela, ku jetova. Jan\u00eb z\u00ebnkat tona dhe m\u00ebrite jan\u00eb puthjet net\u00ebve pa drit\u00eb. Veset e mia q\u00eb aq urreve m\u00ebrgimi i ngadalt\u00eb i reve. D\u00ebnimet q\u00eb vuajta p\u00ebr ty her\u00ebt kur s\u2019t\u00eb pash n\u00eb sy jet\u00ebt q\u00eb pa ty jetova. T\u00eb tjera femra q\u00eb dashurova… Jan\u00eb dhe sekretet q\u00eb s\u2019t\u00eb kam th\u00ebn\u00eb e amanetet q\u00eb kam l\u00ebn\u00eb, f\u00ebmijet q\u00eb kurr\u00eb nuk m\u00eb lind\u00ebn, epshet q\u00eb vrava se nuk mu bind\u00ebn… Ka letra, q\u00eb p\u00ebr ty i shkrova n\u00eb zarfet q\u00eb kurre nuk d\u00ebrgova e n\u00ebse gjithcka p\u00ebrmbys do kthesh sekretin m\u00eb t\u00eb madh do gjesh se e kam fshehur n\u00eb fund fare. Po nuk e pe, s\u2019ke pare gj\u00eb fare. Nxirre mes duarsh n\u00eb shtr\u00ebngim. Ke \u00a0m\u00eb t\u00eb shtrenjtin sendin tim. Balsamin q\u00eb plag\u00ebt sh\u00ebronte, kur kjo djall jete m\u00eb kafshonte. Para fytyr\u00ebs ngadal\u00eb afroje. Dhe mbylli syt\u00eb, pastaj zbuloje. E kur ngadal\u00eb ta kesh zbuluar ve\u00e7 nj\u00eb pasqyr\u00eb do gjesh n\u00eb duar… Do shoh\u00ebsh veten, reflektim. Se ishe ti thesari im.!!! Charles.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I panjohuri im edhe pse sot lot\u00eb m\u00eb rrodh\u00ebn n\u00eb sy nga fjal\u00ebt e tua ti kam falur t\u00eb gjitha sepse e di se ato ishin shp\u00ebrthim i \u00e7astit sepse nuk ka se si ndryshe, dhe thell\u00eb teje ti je ndryshe, ashtu si\u00e7 un\u00eb t\u00eb kam\u00eb njohur!!! Migu. Endem si nj\u00eb e verb\u00ebr n\u00eb \u00ebndrrat […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[836,104],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10251","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-komunikoni-me-njeri-tjetrin-2","category-mesazhe"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10251","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10251"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10251\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10251"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10251"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10251"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}