E nderuar redaksi e gazet\u00ebs dhe ju t\u00eb nderuar lexues! E di q\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb paragjykoni kur ta lexoni historin\u00eb e dashuris\u00eb sime. Jam 39 vje\u00e7 dhe punoj n\u00eb spitalin \u201cN\u00ebn\u00eb Tereza\u201d n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Kam lindur dhe jam rritur n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb. Prind\u00ebrit i kam q\u00eb t\u00eb dy nga nj\u00eb qytet i vog\u00ebl, por shum\u00eb i bukur i Shqip\u00ebris\u00eb s\u00eb Jugut. Babai im ka lindur n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb, sepse gjyshi ka qen\u00eb oficer dhe ka ardhur n\u00eb Tiran\u00eb pas \u00e7lirimit, nd\u00ebrsa n\u00ebna ime u fejua e martua me baban\u00eb tim pasi kishte mbaruar shkoll\u00ebn e mesme t\u00eb infermieris\u00eb. Ne jemi kat\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00eb. V\u00ebllai i madh \u00ebsht\u00eb menaxher n\u00eb nj\u00eb kompani private. Ai ka mbaruar p\u00ebr Ekonomik dhe nusen e ka ekonomiste, zonj\u00eb grua n\u00eb kuptimin e mir\u00ebfillt\u00eb t\u00eb fjal\u00ebs. Edhe dy motrat e mia jan\u00eb rregulluar dhe Zoti deshi q\u00eb t\u00eb dyja t\u00eb merrnin burra t\u00eb mir\u00eb. M\u00eb i vogli i f\u00ebmij\u00ebve isha un\u00eb dhe un\u00eb vendosa t\u00eb ndiqja rrug\u00ebn e mamas\u00eb sime. E fillova shkoll\u00ebn e mesme t\u00eb infermieris\u00eb me synimin q\u00eb n\u00ebse do t\u00eb arrija t\u00eb dilja mir\u00eb n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb t\u00eb mesme, do t\u00eb konkurroja dhe t\u00eb vazhdoja mjek\u00ebsi, se do t\u00eb ishte m\u00eb e thjesht\u00eb, por un\u00eb nuk isha i prer\u00eb p\u00ebr shkoll\u00eb dhe sapo mbarova infermierin\u00eb, fillova pun\u00eb fal\u00eb emrit t\u00eb mir\u00eb t\u00eb mamas\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb miku t\u00eb babait, q\u00eb punonte n\u00eb Ministrin\u00eb e Sh\u00ebndet\u00ebsis\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Fillimi i pun\u00ebs m\u00eb p\u00ebrkoi edhe me ndryshimin e sistemeve. Shum\u00eb gj\u00ebra ndryshuan jo vet\u00ebm n\u00eb llojin e s\u00ebmundjeve, por edhe n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn e mjekimit, n\u00eb listat e ila\u00e7eve q\u00eb ndryshonin vazhdimisht p\u00ebr terapit\u00eb e ndryshme, por prania e mamas\u00eb sime n\u00eb pun\u00eb b\u00ebri q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhesha nd\u00ebr m\u00eb t\u00eb zot\u00ebt. N\u00eb lagje, qysh kur kam qen\u00eb n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb t\u00eb mesme, kisha nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqente shum\u00eb. Nuk i kisha folur asnj\u00ebher\u00eb, por pasi fillova pun\u00eb dhe isha shkatht\u00ebsuar goxha, edhe ajo vet\u00eb kishte mbaruar shkoll\u00ebn e mesme dhe u lidh\u00ebm bashk\u00eb. Ndenj\u00ebm p\u00ebr afro nj\u00eb vit t\u00eb dashuruar e takoheshim n\u00eb var\u00ebsi t\u00eb turneve t\u00eb pun\u00ebs sime. Pastaj vendos\u00ebm q\u00eb t\u00eb fejoheshim. Jam i sigurt q\u00eb kam qen\u00eb djal\u00eb me fat. Vajza q\u00eb kisha zgjedhur \u00ebsht\u00eb gruaja m\u00eb e mrekullueshme n\u00eb bot\u00eb.<\/p>\n
– Shpirti im, ke l\u00ebkur\u00ebn m\u00eb t\u00eb but\u00eb, m\u00eb p\u00eblqen ta p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel e puth gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebn, – i thosha sa her\u00eb prekja duart e saj.<\/p>\n
– Edhe mua do t\u00eb m\u00eb p\u00eblqente t\u00eb m\u00eb prekje gjith\u00eb koh\u00ebn, – m\u00eb thoshte nd\u00ebrsa kruspullosej n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e mi. E k\u00ebshtu, mes dehjes e zjarrit t\u00eb dashuris\u00eb ndenj\u00ebm dy vite t\u00eb fejuar e m\u00eb pas u martuam. Ne jetuam n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb mi, nd\u00ebrsa ata shkuan t\u00eb jetonin me v\u00ebllain e madh. Ai ishte shum\u00eb m\u00eb mir\u00eb ekonomikisht se un\u00eb dhe arriti t\u00eb blinte nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi t\u00eb madhe. Edhe nusja e v\u00ebllait ishte shum\u00eb e mir\u00eb. Pastaj ata u b\u00ebn\u00eb me f\u00ebmij\u00eb dhe prind\u00ebrit e mi i ndihmuan deri n\u00eb fund.<\/p>\n
Gruaja ime kishte b\u00ebr\u00eb nj\u00eb kurs rrobaqep\u00ebsie dhe filloi t\u00eb punonte n\u00eb zanatin e vet n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. Puna e saj nuk ishte ndonj\u00eb gj\u00eb e madhe sepse duheshin goxha para q\u00eb t\u00eb blinte disa makineri, por rroga ime si infermier bashkuar me bakshishet q\u00eb u merrja pacient\u00ebve, ishin mjaftuesh\u00ebm. Nj\u00eb vit pasi u martuam, gruaja mbeti shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb. U lumturuam dhe nuk dija ku ta vija nga k\u00ebnaq\u00ebsia. Shtatzania i erdhi e v\u00ebshtir\u00eb me t\u00eb vjella e siklete sa s\u2019di \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb them. M\u00eb dukej vetja krejt i paaft\u00eb, p\u00ebrderisa nuk isha i zoti t\u00eb leht\u00ebsoja sikletin e saj. Kur ishte pes\u00eb muajshe shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb, ajo u p\u00ebrkeq\u00ebsua. Meqen\u00ebse kisha ca njohje edhe te materniteti, ambulanca erdhi menj\u00ebher\u00eb kur i mora n\u00eb telefon n\u00eb or\u00ebn dhjet\u00eb t\u00eb dark\u00ebs, por me gjith\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekjen e mjek\u00ebve, bebi nuk arriti t\u00eb mbijetonte. Kur mjeku doli nga salla, m\u00eb tha:<\/p>\n
– M\u00eb vjen keq… e humb\u00ebm f\u00ebmij\u00ebn, por jam i lumtur q\u00eb gruaja jote ishte me fat. N\u00ebse do t\u00eb kishit ardhur dy minuta m\u00eb von\u00eb, do t\u00eb ishte shum\u00eb von\u00eb. Shko takoje dhe mundohu t\u2019i rrish pran\u00eb, – m\u00eb tha dhe nd\u00ebrsa largohej, m\u00eb rrahu shpatullat. N\u00eb syt\u00eb e tij pash\u00eb frik\u00ebn q\u00eb kishte kaluar edhe ai.<\/p>\n
Pasi e \u00e7uan gruan time n\u00eb dhom\u00eb, m\u00eb than\u00eb q\u00eb mund t\u00eb hyja. Dukej n\u00eb gjendje t\u00eb mjerueshme.<\/p>\n
– Shpirt, do ta kalojm\u00eb, do kemi f\u00ebmij\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. E r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb b\u00ebhesh ti mir\u00eb, – mundohesha ta qet\u00ebsoja, nd\u00ebrsa e p\u00ebrqafoja dhe e p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhelja.<\/p>\n
– Nuk e di n\u00ebse do t\u00eb kemi, se d\u00ebgjova mjekun q\u00eb po fliste me infermieren, – tha nd\u00ebrsa shkrehej n\u00eb lot. Qante me dihama dhe e pash\u00eb q\u00eb po e p\u00ebrjetonte keq. – Nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb se thjesht dua f\u00ebmij\u00eb tjet\u00ebr, por \u00e7\u2019t\u00eb keqe kam b\u00ebr\u00eb, q\u00eb ta filloj k\u00ebshtu me f\u00ebmij\u00ebt? – thoshte dhe t\u00eb dy burr\u00eb e grua po qanim n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e nj\u00ebri-tjetrit.<\/p>\n
Kur erdhi infermierja p\u00ebr ta kontrolluar n\u00ebse ishte sistemuar si duhet, na gjeti duke qar\u00eb t\u00eb dy.<\/p>\n
– Po un\u00eb mendova se ti do ta qet\u00ebsosh, jo do ta b\u00ebsh t\u00eb qaj\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb. Edhe un\u00eb q\u00eb s\u2019ju kam asgj\u00eb, nuk do t\u2019jua uroja q\u00eb t\u00eb humbnit f\u00ebmij\u00ebn pes\u00eb muajsh n\u00eb bark, por t\u00eb dy duhet t\u00eb mendoni q\u00eb jeni t\u00eb rinj dhe veglat ju punojn\u00eb t\u00eb dyve p\u00ebr t\u00eb patur f\u00ebmij\u00eb tjet\u00ebr. Pastaj, mendoni q\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt i humbasin f\u00ebmij\u00ebt edhe n\u00eb mosh\u00eb madhore. Un\u00eb vet\u00eb kam patur dy aborte dhe nj\u00eb djal\u00eb m\u00eb ka vdekur nj\u00ebzet e nj\u00eb vje\u00e7, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb mblidhni mendt\u00eb e kok\u00ebs. E ti, q\u00eb ma mban veten p\u00ebr infermier kirurgjie, q\u00eb duhet t\u00eb ishe i fort\u00eb, dil e shko n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi se kujdesem m\u00eb mir\u00eb un\u00eb, – tha dhe nuk b\u00ebhej fjal\u00eb t\u00eb kund\u00ebrshtoja me at\u00eb ton z\u00ebri q\u00eb m\u00eb foli. E p\u00ebrqafova edhe nj\u00eb her\u00eb gruan, i thash\u00eb q\u00eb do t\u00eb kthehesha n\u00eb m\u00ebngjes e ika me zemr\u00ebn cop\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Pasi gruaja ime doli nga spitali, u kujdesa q\u00eb t\u00eb qet\u00ebsohej sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb dhe pas gjasht\u00eb muajsh, sipas k\u00ebshill\u00ebs s\u00eb mjekut, filluam p\u00ebrpjekjet p\u00ebr f\u00ebmij\u00eb tjet\u00ebr.<\/p>\n
Erdhi s\u00ebrish \u00e7asti i shum\u00ebpritur dhe gruaja ime mbeti shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb, po me sikletet e rrezikun q\u00eb pati n\u00eb shtatzanin\u00eb e par\u00eb. At\u00ebher\u00eb, mjeku vendosi q\u00eb ajo t\u00eb shtrohej n\u00eb spital dhe ta kalonte gjith\u00eb shtatzanin\u00eb n\u00eb spital. Dhe, sigurisht q\u00eb ne zbatuam k\u00ebshill\u00ebn e mjekut. Shkoja \u00e7do dit\u00eb ta takoja n\u00eb spital e shkoja edhe n\u00eb pun\u00eb. M\u00eb mungonte shum\u00eb gruaja n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi, por vendosa ta kaloja me sa m\u00eb shum\u00eb pun\u00eb. N\u00eb fakt, puna ime \u00ebsht\u00eb q\u00eb t\u00eb kujdesem gjithmon\u00eb p\u00ebr pacient\u00ebt q\u00eb na vijn\u00eb n\u00eb spital e un\u00eb nuk e b\u00ebj gjithmon\u00eb, por k\u00ebt\u00eb radh\u00eb po m\u00eb ndodhte ndryshe. Nd\u00ebrsa shkoja n\u00eb pavion n\u00eb t\u00eb gjitha dhomat dhe i pyesja t\u00eb gjith\u00eb me radh\u00eb, te nj\u00eb pacient q\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb muaj i shtruar, pash\u00eb nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb, copa e yllit. N\u00eb moment m\u00eb l\u00ebvizi gjith\u00eb sistemi nervor kur pash\u00eb at\u00eb trup elegant, at\u00eb fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl.<\/p>\n
– Si ndihesh sot? – i thash\u00eb pacientit, nd\u00ebrsa i hidhja ndonj\u00eb sy vajz\u00ebs. Pasi kontrollova serumin, e pyeta se kush ishte ajo.<\/p>\n
– \u00cbsht\u00eb vajza e v\u00ebllait, vazhdon Fakultetin e Gjuh\u00ebve t\u00eb Huaja, \u00ebsht\u00eb n\u00eb vitin e dyt\u00eb, – m\u00eb tha ai nd\u00ebrsa e shihte gjith\u00eb dashuri mbes\u00ebn e tij.<\/p>\n
– Epo, suksese n\u00eb shkoll\u00eb e n\u00eb jet\u00eb se qenka goxha vajz\u00eb, – i thash\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa mendja m\u00eb punonte vet\u00ebm se si t\u00eb gjeja m\u00ebnyr\u00ebn t\u00eb flisja me t\u00eb. Sigurisht, un\u00eb isha i stafit dhe do t\u2019i duhej t\u00eb fliste me mua. Kur mbaroi orari i vizitave, b\u00ebra sikur do t\u00eb dilja dhe e takova n\u00eb korridor.<\/p>\n
– Po tani, nga do t\u00eb shkoj\u00eb bukuroshja jon\u00eb? – i thash\u00eb, nd\u00ebrsa z\u00ebri m\u2019u drodh se u kujtova q\u00eb e kisha gruan time n\u00eb spital, duke u p\u00ebrpjekur t\u00eb rriste n\u00eb trup e t\u00eb lindte f\u00ebmij\u00ebn tim.<\/p>\n
– Do pi nj\u00eb kafe se do pres t\u00eb vij\u00eb babai im t\u00eb shoh\u00eb xhaxhin e t\u00eb m\u00eb takoj\u00eb edhe mua, – tha nd\u00ebrsa uli syt\u00eb gjith\u00eb turp.<\/p>\n
– At\u00ebher\u00eb mund t\u00eb kem nderin ta pi kafen m\u00eb ty? – i thash\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb radh\u00eb me z\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb qet\u00eb.<\/p>\n
– N\u00ebse p\u00ebr ty nuk \u00ebsht\u00eb problem, – tha, nd\u00ebrsa i hodhi syt\u00eb nga dora ku kisha unaz\u00ebn e martes\u00ebs.<\/p>\n
– Po ne kafe do pim\u00eb, k\u00ebshtu q\u00eb gruaja ime nuk hyn n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb mes, – i thash\u00eb dhe e kapa nga b\u00ebrryli p\u00ebr t\u2019u kthyer nga nj\u00eb lokal q\u00eb ishte n\u00eb an\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr t\u00eb rrug\u00ebs. U ul\u00ebm n\u00eb nj\u00eb cep dhe pasi porosit\u00ebm, fillova ta pyesja p\u00ebr shkoll\u00ebn e gj\u00ebra t\u00eb tjera n\u00eb p\u00ebrgjith\u00ebsi. Nd\u00ebrsa p\u00ebrgjigjej e shikoja goj\u00ebn e saj tek l\u00ebvizte aq hijsh\u00ebm p\u00ebr t\u00eb artikuluar fjal\u00ebt, m\u00eb iku truri.<\/p>\n
– Ke t\u00eb dashur? – e pyeta menj\u00ebher\u00eb, pa patur lidhje m\u00eb at\u00eb muhabet q\u00eb po b\u00ebnim.<\/p>\n
– Jo, sapo jemi ndar\u00eb, – tha dhe syt\u00eb iu mbush\u00ebn me lot. E kuptova q\u00eb mund ta shfryt\u00ebzoja k\u00ebt\u00eb situat\u00eb.<\/p>\n
– Epo, paska qen\u00eb budalla q\u00eb ka pranuar t\u2019i ik\u00eb nga dora nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb si puna jote, – thash\u00eb nd\u00ebrsa mbushesha me frym\u00eb me v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi. E kalova muhabetin p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos e v\u00ebn\u00eb m\u00eb n\u00eb siklet dhe i k\u00ebrkova t\u00eb pinim kafe kur t\u00eb vinte her\u00ebn tjet\u00ebr p\u00ebr t\u00eb takuar xhaxhin.<\/p>\n
Fillova t\u00eb kujdesesha n\u00eb m\u00ebnyr\u00eb t\u00eb ve\u00e7ant\u00eb p\u00ebr at\u00eb pacient, nd\u00ebrsa pija kafe me mbes\u00ebn e tij. Sht\u00ebpia ime ishte bosh dhe nj\u00eb dit\u00eb e ftova t\u00eb vinte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. I tregova se n\u00eb \u00e7\u2019or\u00eb do dilja nga puna dhe i thash\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb ndiqte mua rrug\u00ebs dhe t\u00eb vinte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb time.<\/p>\n
– Kur t\u00eb ngjitem, do ta l\u00eb der\u00ebn e sht\u00ebpis\u00eb hapur dhe hyr direkt, – thash\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Dhe k\u00ebshtu, ajo vinte pas meje dhe kur hyra n\u00eb pallat, mendova se askush nuk do ta vinte re q\u00eb ajo hynte tek un\u00eb. Studenten bukuroshe e \u00e7ova n\u00eb krevatin tim bashk\u00ebshortor jo vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, por p\u00ebr disa muaj me radh\u00eb, derisa gruaja ime lindi djalin. U lumturova p\u00ebr lindjen e djalit dhe po mendoja se ku mund t\u00eb gjeja vend tjet\u00ebr q\u00eb ta vazhdoja lidhjen time. Nuk e dija q\u00eb komshinjt\u00eb m\u00eb kishin par\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Gruaja ime doli nga spitali dhe mamaja ime, p\u00ebr nj\u00eb muaj, erdhi t\u00eb rrinte te ne. Ajo u kujdes derisa gruaja ime t\u00eb ngrihej vet\u00eb, e m\u00ebsoi t\u00eb lante e mbante djalin. Isha i mbushur plot me dashuri dhe ndihesha i lumtur. Dilja nga sht\u00ebpia e m\u00eb prisnin takimet me bukuroshen time; kthehesha n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi e m\u00eb priste dashuria e gruas dhe e djalit. Por nuk do t\u00eb zgjaste shum\u00eb ndyr\u00ebsia ime. Nj\u00eb nga komshijet i kishte treguar gruas sime dhe nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, kur u ktheva nga puna, e kuptova q\u00eb kisha humbur.<\/p>\n
– Sa her\u00eb e ke sjell\u00eb n\u00eb krevatin tim? – m\u00eb tha gruaja sapo hapa der\u00ebn. M\u00eb priste me djalin n\u00eb krah\u00eb e \u00e7ant\u00ebn me rroba te k\u00ebmb\u00ebt. Kishte vendosur t\u00eb m\u00eb linte. Po p\u00ebrpiqesha t\u00eb mblidhja fjal\u00ebt, por asnj\u00eb fjal\u00eb nuk po m\u00eb dilte.<\/p>\n
– Di gjith\u00e7ka, mos u p\u00ebrpiq t\u00eb m\u00eb g\u00ebnjesh, tregohu burr\u00eb nj\u00eb her\u00eb t\u00eb vetme n\u00eb jet\u00ebn t\u00ebnde, – m\u00eb tha, nd\u00ebrsa lot\u00ebt i rrodh\u00ebn n\u00eb faqet e rrumbullakosura.<\/p>\n
– T\u00eb lutem, m\u00eb fal, do t\u2019i jap fund qysh sot, t\u00eb lutem mos ik. \u00cbsht\u00eb e v\u00ebrtet\u00eb, por t\u00eb premtoj q\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb vazhdoj m\u00eb.<\/p>\n
– E si mund t\u00eb t\u00eb besoj? – m\u00eb ul\u00ebriti. \u2013 M\u00eb ndihmo me \u00e7ant\u00ebn deri te ndonj\u00eb taksi, do iki. N\u00ebse ke nd\u00ebrmend t\u00eb mbledh\u00ebsh mendjen, ti e di ku mund t\u00eb m\u00eb gjesh, por dije se buka q\u00eb thyhet, nuk ngjitet m\u00eb, – hapi der\u00ebn dhe doli n\u00eb shkall\u00eb.<\/p>\n
E ndoqa me \u00e7ant\u00ebn n\u00eb dor\u00eb dhe e p\u00ebrcolla n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb deri te pallati i prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb saj. Arrita t\u2019i k\u00ebrkoja disa her\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb falte.<\/p>\n
– T\u00eb lutem, rri dy-tre dit\u00eb dhe kthehu n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi. T\u00eb betohem q\u00eb nuk do ta takoj m\u00eb, hajde flasim, – i thash\u00eb n\u00eb vesh, nd\u00ebrsa mamaja e saj hapi der\u00ebn e po na priste krah\u00ebhapur.<\/p>\n
– \u00c7\u2019ka ndodhur? – tha ajo menj\u00ebher\u00eb kur pa gruan time.<\/p>\n
– Asgj\u00eb, djali ka qar\u00eb gjith\u00eb nat\u00ebn e gjith\u00eb dit\u00ebn dhe nuk arrita t\u00eb flija fare, – tha gruaja ime, nd\u00ebrsa hym\u00eb n\u00eb kuzhin\u00eb. – Un\u00eb po shkoj t\u00eb fle menj\u00ebher\u00eb se nuk rri dot n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, – tha dhe iku.<\/p>\n
Un\u00eb piva kafen\u00eb dhe dola. Nuk kisha fytyr\u00eb t\u00eb rrija. At\u00eb pasdite von\u00eb dola n\u00eb takimin tjet\u00ebr, me t\u00eb dashur\u00ebn time bukuroshe.<\/p>\n
– Ka mbaruar, kaq ishte, – i thash\u00eb. – Gruaja ime e mori vesh… Pastaj, ti e dije q\u00eb un\u00eb i martuar isha, – i thash\u00eb nd\u00ebrsa rrija n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, sepse nuk doja q\u00eb t\u00eb ulesha n\u00eb kafe. E dija q\u00eb n\u00ebse do t\u00eb ulesha, nuk do mund t\u00eb largohesha. Edhe pse un\u00eb isha i martuar, kurse ajo nj\u00eb vajz\u00eb e vog\u00ebl shkolle dhe t\u00eb dy ne b\u00ebm\u00eb gabim (un\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb se ajo), nuk mund t\u00eb them q\u00eb ishte vajz\u00eb e keqe. Un\u00eb e shfryt\u00ebzova sepse sapo ishte ndar\u00eb nga i dashuri dhe i premtova kujdes p\u00ebr xhaxhin e saj. – T\u00eb lutem, m\u00eb fal n\u00ebse po t\u00eb l\u00ebndoj, por un\u00eb do t\u00eb kthehem t\u00eb gruaja dhe te djali im. T\u00eb uroj t\u00eb gjesh nj\u00eb djal\u00eb t\u00eb mir\u00eb si\u00e7 je vet\u00eb. Ta dish q\u00eb je me t\u00eb v\u00ebrtet\u00eb vajz\u00eb e mir\u00eb, – e putha leht\u00eb n\u00eb faqe dhe u largova.<\/p>\n
U ktheva n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi dhe t\u00eb nes\u00ebrmen mora n\u00eb telefon n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb e prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb gruas p\u00ebr t\u00eb pyetur se si ishte djali e nusja ime. Kur gruaja ime m\u2019u p\u00ebrgjigj n\u00eb telefon, iu p\u00ebrgj\u00ebrova q\u00eb t\u00eb m\u00eb falte e t\u00eb kthehej.<\/p>\n
– Nuk e di, – m\u00eb tha, – por kam frik\u00eb se nuk e harroj dot k\u00ebt\u00eb q\u00eb m\u00eb ke b\u00ebr\u00eb, nuk t\u00eb fal dot.<\/p>\n
Pas gjasht\u00eb muajsh lutjesh, gruaja ime u kthye s\u00ebrish te un\u00eb. E prita me ankth, dashuri e mall dhe sot, q\u00eb kemi edhe dy f\u00ebmij\u00eb t\u00eb tjer\u00eb, shpresoj q\u00eb Zoti t\u00eb mos hakmerret te f\u00ebmij\u00ebt e mi. Nuk dua q\u00eb ata t\u00eb vuajn\u00eb si\u00e7 b\u00ebra un\u00eb t\u00eb vuaj\u00eb gruaja dhe ish-e dashura ime. Shpresoj t\u00eb m\u00eb ken\u00eb falur q\u00eb t\u00eb dyja…<\/p>\n
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