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Pak dit\u00eb para se pranvera t\u00eb trokiste me bukurin\u00eb e saj t\u00eb mahnitshme, Erisa e ndrojtur trokiti n\u00eb dyert e bluzave t\u00eb bardha, shtyr\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb nga familjar\u00ebt, sesa me d\u00ebshir\u00ebn e saj. Dhimbjet e gjurit i filluan krejt rast\u00ebsisht kur ishte n\u00eb kopsht. N\u00ebse Njutoni, nga nj\u00eb moll\u00eb e r\u00ebn\u00eb mbi kok\u00eb teksa q\u00ebndronte i shtrir\u00eb n\u00eb bah\u00e7e, zbuloi ligjin e r\u00ebnies s\u00eb lir\u00eb t\u00eb trupave p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb gravitetit, p\u00ebr Eris\u00ebn, molla e vonuar n\u00eb deg\u00eb, rezistuar ngricave t\u00eb dimrit, do t\u00eb zbulonte fillimin e nj\u00eb s\u00ebmundjeje t\u00eb panjohur, fshehur gjat\u00eb n\u00eb trupin e saj. Me moll\u00ebn n\u00eb dor\u00eb, teksa zbriste nga pema, k\u00ebmba e djatht\u00eb i krisi pak, kur u hodh n\u00eb tok\u00eb. Ndoshta ndonj\u00eb kap\u00ebrcim damari e shumta krisje kocke apo k\u00ebputje ligamenti. Si nuk rezultoi asnj\u00ebra nga k\u00ebto, menduan se mund t\u00eb qe ndonj\u00eb lloj s\u00ebmundje reumatizmale, q\u00eb mund t\u00eb zhdukej me fundin e dimrit ose e shumta me mbarimin e shirave pranveror\u00eb, ku vera e nxeht\u00eb do t\u00eb mund t\u00eb z\u00ebvend\u00ebsonte medikamentet, ngarkes\u00eb e tepruar n\u00eb organiz\u00ebm. Mir\u00ebpo dhimbjet sa vinin e b\u00ebheshin m\u00eb t\u00eb padurueshme, nd\u00ebrsa ecja n\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00eb, m\u00eb e pamundur. Si\u00e7 ndodh r\u00ebndom n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, q\u00eb jo gjithmon\u00eb predispozicioni i doktorit \u00ebsht\u00eb i duhuri dhe ekzaminimi jo aq i besuesh\u00ebm, iu drejtuan shtetit fqinj, Maqedonis\u00eb, p\u00ebr vizit\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb specializuar. Pas k\u00ebsaj vizite t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme do t\u00eb binte dyshimi trishtues, si vet\u00ebtim\u00eb n\u00eb qiell t\u00eb hapur, se di\u00e7ka nuk shkonte mir\u00eb n\u00eb trupin e saj, por kurr\u00eb nuk do ta besonte se stuhia misterioze do t\u00eb afronte kaq shpejt, pa ndonj\u00eb paralajm\u00ebrim t\u00eb duksh\u00ebm, p\u00ebr ta p\u00ebrplasur honit t\u00eb thepisur, duke mos i dh\u00ebn\u00eb mund\u00ebsi tjet\u00ebr ringjitjeje, me gjith\u00eb p\u00ebrpjekjet e saj t\u00eb pafundme.<\/p>\n
Nd\u00ebrsa Erisa bluante n\u00eb mendje se p\u00ebrse mjek\u00ebt n\u00eb shtetin fqinj nuk i dhan\u00eb ndonj\u00eb lloj mjekimi, familjar\u00ebt, larg syrit t\u00eb saj, bisedonin se ku duhej ta kuronin m\u00eb mir\u00eb. Edhe p\u00ebr ata ishte akoma her\u00ebt t\u00eb m\u00ebsonin se s\u00ebmundja e Eris\u00ebs b\u00ebnte pjes\u00eb n\u00eb at\u00eb grup risku, t\u00eb cilin mjek\u00ebsia, me gjith\u00eb p\u00ebrparimin e madh, me apo pa d\u00ebshir\u00eb ia dor\u00ebzon Zotit p\u00ebr m\u00ebshir\u00eb. Jo se e pat\u00ebn t\u00eb leht\u00eb nga ana ekonomike t\u2019i drejtoheshin nj\u00eb spitali privat n\u00eb Shqip\u00ebri, por besonin se mjekimi aty do ishte m\u00eb i kualifikuar dhe rezultati m\u00eb premtues. Me k\u00ebt\u00eb besim t\u00eb patundur, Erisa puthi me mall\u00ebngjim dy djemt\u00eb e saj t\u00eb vegj\u00ebl e u nis rrug\u00ebs s\u00eb shpres\u00ebs, n\u00eb nd\u00ebrtes\u00ebn e bukur shum\u00ebkat\u00ebshe, ku perceptimi nga pritja e ngroht\u00eb e personelit dhe e fjal\u00ebve me delikates\u00eb t\u00eb mjek\u00ebve, shtonin shpresat e humbura se jeta do t\u00eb rifillonte p\u00ebrs\u00ebri vrullsh\u00ebm, pas kurimit shkencor evropian.<\/p>\n
Analizat e shumta dhe ekzaminimet paraprake e fut\u00ebn n\u00eb nj\u00eb tymnaj\u00eb mendimesh t\u00eb ngat\u00ebrruara. Sikur t\u00eb mos mjaftonin k\u00ebto, fjal\u00ebt “dal\u00e7 mir\u00eb”, th\u00ebn\u00eb nga nj\u00eb i af\u00ebrm pacienti, teksa hynte n\u00eb sall\u00ebn me aparatura t\u00eb panjohura, e fut\u00ebn dhe m\u00eb shum\u00eb n\u00eb labirintin e mendimeve t\u00eb zymta. Kaq e komplikuar t\u00eb ishte s\u00ebmundja e saj?! Duke njohur disi anatomin\u00eb e trupit nga shkolla tet\u00ebvje\u00e7are, mund t’i trembej ndonj\u00eb organi t\u00eb brendsh\u00ebm jet\u00ebsor p\u00ebr fatkeq\u00ebsi, por jo gjurit! Iu kujtua doktor Adhamudhi te filmi “Pas vdekjes”, q\u00eb thoshte: \u201cT\u00eb dhemb nj\u00eb krah? Preje, shp\u00ebto tjetrin. T\u00eb dhemb nj\u00ebra k\u00ebmb\u00eb? Preje, shp\u00ebto tjetr\u00ebn\u201d dhe qeshi hidhur n\u00ebn buz\u00eb.<\/p>\n
Gjithsesi, shpresa e madhe se pas operacionit gjendja do p\u00ebrmir\u00ebsohej ndjesh\u00ebm, ngjante me mjegull\u00ebn e m\u00ebngjesit n\u00eb vjesht\u00eb, q\u00eb rrallohet me r\u00ebnien e diellit. T\u00eb mendonte m\u00eb gjat\u00eb nuk pati koh\u00eb, se e priste salla e operacionit. Kur doli nga gjendja e narkoz\u00ebs, l\u00ebvizi leht\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebn e s\u00ebmur\u00eb. Iu kujtua p\u00ebrs\u00ebri doktori i filmit dhe buz\u00ebqeshi leht\u00eb. Kuptoi q\u00eb k\u00ebmb\u00ebn e kishte t\u00eb gjith\u00ebn. Humbi p\u00ebrs\u00ebri n\u00eb hap\u00ebsir\u00ebn e pafundme t\u00eb \u00ebndrrave t\u00eb trazuara q\u00eb ia diktonte analgjeziku i p\u00ebrdorur, p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos ndier dhimbje gjat\u00eb operacionit.<\/p>\n
Vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb dit\u00eb pas operacionit, u nis p\u00ebr n\u00eb sht\u00ebpi me shpres\u00ebn e trembur se s\u00eb shpejti do t\u00eb b\u00ebhej mir\u00eb dhe jeta do vazhdonte normalisht. Kur shikonte t\u00eb shoqin nxir\u00eb n\u00eb fytyr\u00eb sikur t\u00eb kishte vite q\u00eb jetonte n\u00eb ndonj\u00eb vend afrikan, prind\u00ebrit mbytur n\u00eb mendime e t\u00eb heshtur gjat\u00eb rrug\u00ebs, n\u00eb mendje filluan t\u2019i hyjn\u00eb mendime t\u00eb frikshme. Mos ata mbanin fshehur gj\u00ebm\u00ebn q\u00eb po trokiste me shpejt\u00ebsi n\u00eb port\u00ebn e jet\u00ebs? Ata p\u00ebrpiqeshin t\u00eb tregoheshin t\u00eb kujdessh\u00ebm pas pyetjeve t\u00eb saj delikate, duke ndrydhur brenda shpirtit t\u00eb cop\u00ebtuar dhimbjen e r\u00ebnd\u00eb, q\u00eb t\u00eb mos i tradhtonte gjuha. Do t\u00eb ishin edhe m\u00eb t\u00eb hidh\u00ebruar se helmi m\u00eb i hidhur po t\u00eb mos mbanin ende nj\u00eb rreze shprese se analiza e fundit e biopsis\u00eb nuk do t\u00eb rezultonte pozitive, por edhe kjo shpres\u00eb do t\u00eb shuhej si th\u00ebngjilli n\u00eb hirin e lagur pas nj\u00eb jave, kur ra telefoni i mjekut t\u00eb spitalit…<\/p>\n
Kur humb shpres\u00ebn, ke humbur gjith\u00e7ka. Nj\u00eb breng\u00eb e madhe sa s\u2019mbahej, ngarkuar me pesh\u00ebn e r\u00ebnd\u00eb t\u00eb dhimbjes, zemr\u00ebn e cop\u00ebtuar, me tendenc\u00ebn e humbjes s\u00eb arsyes. T\u00eb pakt\u00ebn kjo e fundit duhet ruajtur p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos ia shtuar m\u00eb shum\u00eb agonin\u00eb e p\u00ebrp\u00eblitjes p\u00ebr fundin e jet\u00ebs. Shum\u00eb t\u00eb af\u00ebrm dor\u00ebzohen shpejt, nuk rezistojn\u00eb nga pyetjet provokative t\u00eb t\u00eb s\u00ebmurit duke ia prer\u00eb shpres\u00ebn, shkak p\u00ebr avancim edhe m\u00eb t\u00eb shpejt\u00eb t\u00eb s\u00ebmundjes. K\u00ebt\u00eb nuk e d\u00ebshironin.<\/p>\n
Pema e dhimbjes n\u00eb kopsht tashm\u00eb kishte \u00e7elur, por p\u00ebr Eris\u00ebn nuk ishte gj\u00eb tjet\u00ebr ve\u00e7se lajm\u00ebtarja e nj\u00eb fundi t\u00eb tmerrsh\u00ebm. K\u00ebt\u00eb nuk ia kishte th\u00ebn\u00eb njeri, por ajo e ndiente se kjo do ishte pranvera e fundit p\u00ebr t\u00eb. Dhimbjet e k\u00ebmb\u00ebs q\u00eb nuk i pushonin, ngjyra e plag\u00ebs s\u00eb operacionit e ndryshme nga pjesa tjet\u00ebr e trupit, nervoziteti i tepruar edhe p\u00ebr shkaqe t\u00eb vogla, gjumi i trazuar, sh\u00ebtitja n\u00eb \u00ebndrra t\u00eb \u00e7uditshme her\u00eb t\u00eb bukura e her\u00eb takime me njer\u00ebz misterioz\u00eb e t\u00eb friksh\u00ebm b\u00ebnin q\u00eb t\u00eb mendonte se dit\u00ebt do t\u00eb shkurtoheshin. Ajo e hetonte te heshtja e bashk\u00ebshortit, si i kthyer nga lufta me betej\u00eb t\u00eb humbur, te babai zem\u00ebrgjer\u00eb q\u00eb mundohej me v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsi t\u2019i thoshte fjal\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmbla, ashtu si shiu i ver\u00ebs lulen e venitur, mamaja e tkurrur n\u00eb mendime t\u00eb p\u00ebrhumbura karakteristik\u00eb jo e zakonshme e saj, p\u00ebr t\u00eb krijuar mendimin se v\u00ebrtet sh\u00ebndeti ishte v\u00ebn\u00eb n\u00eb diskutim.<\/p>\n
P\u00ebr fat t\u00eb keq, fundi erdhi shpejt, madje m\u00eb shpejt se \u00e7\u2019e priste ajo, t\u00eb af\u00ebrmit dhe ne t\u00eb tjer\u00ebt. Rrahjet e fundit t\u00eb zemr\u00ebs pushuan m\u00ebngjesin e 25 Majit, pas tre muajsh lufte mes jet\u00ebs dhe vdekjes. Iku p\u00ebr t\u00eb mos u kthyer m\u00eb kurr\u00eb n\u00eb jet\u00eb. Nj\u00eb ikje e shpejt\u00eb dhe e parakohshme, pa mbushur ende t\u00eb tridhjetat. La prind\u00ebrit zem\u00ebrplagosur, v\u00ebllain e d\u00ebshp\u00ebruar, motr\u00ebn pa mot\u00ebr, bashk\u00ebshotin shembullor, q\u00eb dhimbjen do ta shoh\u00eb p\u00ebrdit\u00eb n\u00eb syt\u00eb e f\u00ebmij\u00ebve jetim\u00eb, t\u00eb cil\u00ebt ende ndoshta nuk besojn\u00eb se mamaja e tyre ka shkuar n\u00eb parajs\u00eb dhe i p\u00ebrsh\u00ebndet q\u00eb andej. Ata e duan aty, t\u2019i marr\u00eb n\u00eb krah\u00eb, t\u2019i p\u00ebrk\u00ebdhel\u00eb me dashuri, t\u2019u thot\u00eb nj\u00eb fjal\u00eb t\u00eb \u00ebmb\u00ebl, t\u00eb loz\u00eb me ta, t\u2019u k\u00ebndoj\u00eb ninulla derisa ti z\u00ebr\u00eb gjumi. P\u00ebr ata, fjala vdekje nuk eksiston, madje edhe Zotin e kan\u00eb marr\u00eb inat, n\u00ebse u thon\u00eb se k\u00ebshtu deshi Zoti.<\/p>\n
P\u00ebrse Zoti merr njer\u00ebzit e mir\u00eb?!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Pak dit\u00eb para se pranvera t\u00eb trokiste me bukurin\u00eb e saj t\u00eb mahnitshme, Erisa e ndrojtur trokiti n\u00eb dyert e bluzave t\u00eb bardha, shtyr\u00eb m\u00eb shum\u00eb nga familjar\u00ebt, sesa me d\u00ebshir\u00ebn e saj. Dhimbjet e gjurit i filluan krejt rast\u00ebsisht kur ishte n\u00eb kopsht. N\u00ebse Njutoni, nga nj\u00eb moll\u00eb e r\u00ebn\u00eb mbi kok\u00eb teksa […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[94],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10122","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-histori-nga-jeta"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10122","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10122"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10122\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10122"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10122"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/intervista.al\/web\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10122"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}